a world of rainbow

2009-12-15T17:04:00.000-08:00

Well I am back once again.
Many of you are asking me why I don't blog.
Hmm, this semester is too busy with lesson all the way to 8pm.
My everyday energy is also limited la.
Hahax...

Well a super random post bah.
Been having mixed feeling since yesterday.
Is like my long awaited holiday is here but the task on hand really make me with no mood.
At times I wished I could just throw everything one side without the need to be worried about them.
Gosh I think I just can't seems to do it.
I can't get to sleep just because I am worried I can't complete the task on hand.

Went blog hoping recently and found out how happening is my surrounding.
Friends life is improving and all the news that I seems to lose track during the semester.
Yeah, I am stucked somehow ya?
Is not like I can't be bothered but I am someone bad at managing time.
So is normal that I lose contact with my world somehow.
Is holiday and I don't expect myself to be staying in contact.
Instead all the more am I withdrawing from the world.

I found this quote somewhere the goes something like this:
" Sometime you just wanted to be alone, not having to smile when you don't feel like it, not having to make small talk when you do not wish to talk and no having to have contact with anyone of anything but yourself. "

I find it rather true.
At times we just want to have ourself to our world, erasing every other things that exist.

Well, shall end here to continue tidying up my room >.<

2009-08-12T09:32:00.000-07:00

I am in no good mood?
Reason : NONE !!! I have no idea!!!

Done with Draft 4 for the Brochure and I am super tired?
Mood Swing is just so bad can?
Totally no mood for anything.
Was still thinking can I just let myself settled down?
Guess I still need some time.
Is like just too sudden? Not sure too.

Exams are coming and people I don't study early so stop asking if I studied.
I am not those that will bother to get myself emotionally distress with exams?
I will rather let things flow smoothly.
I find it more effective so stop disturbing my emotion.

Life has its up and down and seriously it sux?
Well one moment I think it works but the next moment the dark clouds form and gave me a big wake up call.
Is not going to work?
I have no idea but I have things that I need to settle on my own.
I know I had been avoiding many people.
I have no idea why but it was just my immediate reaction?

I really wished school ends and all those issues around mw is resolved.
I can't wait for the moment I became myself again.
Now the person you see may not be me.
I am trying so hard to hide my real self.
But if my present makes you distress let me know.
I will try to avoid you.

Anyway I wont bother to reply comment until I feel like it.
Sorry poeple.
For those who just happen to see this and wonder what is going on.
I have nothing to say just super random.
I am on a mood swing !!!

2009-08-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

Well I have not been blogging for like super long already.
Time to clean those webs around my blog.

Actually I am super busy ?
Events one after another.
School life can be hectic at times.
Not forgetting my private life.
Anyway LOM Day is just over.
A overall success?
Hahax... I dunno but I had fun?
I am beginning to love LOM more.
The people there are just so wonderful.
Never felt out of place in LOM.

Brochure to be done soon.
Actually I have no idea how come in the end Bao Yi and me doing >.<
Anyway we got what we deserve for our work?
Hahax...

Seriously many things I want to say but I guess not here.
Is a public blog and I have no intention to hurt anyone.

So end here?
hahaax...

2009-07-17T10:29:00.000-07:00

Well, had not been actively blogging lately.
Sorry people, this girl here is BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!!
Not forgetting that she is STRESSED !!!!

Projects are due next MON, presentation on Mon and Fri.
Then Common Test on THUR.
Argh!!!!
Starting to procrastinate again.
I don't feel like studying for common test.
Like wasting my time wor.
But I have some doubt in my ability >.<
Argh!!!!
20% afterall is something that will make sure no more C.
Sian!!!! School life is always like that huh?
Hahax...
I receive complains that I had been too busy to bother about my friends. I
am super sorry.
I know projects have been taking up our meet up time.
It had also take up time to connect to u people.
I swear to make it up for everyone once my projects are cleared?
hahax...
Hold me responsible if I don't bah.
So in the mean time just hang in there ya?
I will be free once next week is cleared.
Hahax...

Anyway I am dying as projects is a killer.
I hate projects for a reason >.<
Totally drained now that I feel like sleeping and edit tml.
Hahax....
However is also through projects that I find out more of others.
It also let me learn many new things.
I would say Words is like no issue to me anymore.
All those formatting is like my playground now.
I know where to go for that function.
Hahax...
Next shall be powerpoint?
Not pro in it yet.
Next Sem?
Hahax....

School had been well too.
Friends are cool but I guess I have to be careful.
I notice some of my friends can't take my joke.
Oops.... I have to note who I talk to now.
Hahax...

Ohh... for the tag, I will reply another day.
Too lazy now ^.^ Hahax....
So I shall end here.
Project meeting tml !!!!
Hope everyone could had..............
Nvm ^.^

2009-06-27T01:22:00.000-07:00

I felt guilty?
Today had lunch with LK and CH in Biz park?
I suddenly realize I had not been in contact with my girls lately.
I had been too busy with my school that I neglected them.
Sorry people, I will try to connect with everyone soon?

As I had said year 2 had been more busy?
That is what I think bah.
I am coping with projects lately so is like worst.
One projects each week and current progress for each project is only like 10-20%?
Argh! Is not even half.
Have to chiong BOE this week so I can free up more time for Psy and others.
Psy should be done next week.
I really want to clear everything soon.
Quizzes, projects deadline, individual assignment and more!!!
Can extend the time for each day from 24 hrs to 30 hrs?
Hahax....
I am just dreaming huh?
Lolx...

Anyway things are bad to normal?
But I do not know why I missed the whole episode.
Even if it is a small and short one it was great.
But now I have to adapt to the whole new things again.
I just started to got used to it and was told things going to change.
I guessed I am super used to it.

Read Shu Kai blog and serious I really missed my yr 1 group mates.
Working with them for one fine year was great.
They took my crap lightly and taught me so many things.
Alphonse is always there to here me crap?
Vinncent is always there for me to bully?
Shu Kai is always there as a company?
Alden is always there for us to ask him do last min stuff?
Hahax....
I really do missed working with them !!!
Why do we have to split?
Argh!!!
And alphonse dun be happy cuz u still have to hear me crap now !!!!
Muahahahaha.........

Currently I am still working with Alp and Vinn for psy.
We got one person like D in our group.
Seriously I have no idea why but I met them in two years?
Hopefully 3rd year will not.
Whatever we had experience and we know what to do.
Hahax....
And i love working with them !!!!
Hahax....

Year 2 group are great too.
Just that I do not really crap that much with them >.<
The bonds not so strong yet.
Hahax....

Oh I want congrat Jensen for his good grades.
Work hard ya?
Anything just contact me bah ^.^
Hahax...
JY le my junior !!!

I am staying up for no reason?
Hahax...
I need to get some rest for today.
Cya.....

Great friends known colours my life ^.^

2009-06-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

Well, I am back.
Holidays is ending.
How bad it could be?
I just started my holiday?
Sian la!!!

I spend two eventful week doing nothing?
Well, at least I did my projects and I swear I am going to kill someone soon.
Ask that person to do project is like asking myself to do it.
That person send an email with no information to the members.
I want them to start off with it since I am done with my parts and that person simply ask them to think of question.
Till now is like 0 la !!!!
The project is due super soon la, now I have to rush something out again >.<
I guess I shall head off with the project bah.

LSCM is done somehow. PPP got people started so I guess I shall touch OM bah.
Project one after another.
Terrible day it would be.
Anyway shall head for bed soon.
My eyes are shutting down.

Oh lets, hope there will be no more changes to my current life.
There is some hear say about some issues so I hope I do not have to adapt to a new environment again.
I am used to what it is now.
Adapting is not tough but I just hate it.
So pray hard ya?

2009-06-14T23:29:00.000-07:00

Back to blog. Photos shall be updated soon bah.
Holiday had been hell for me?
Well, I would say this yeaer is crap.
So many events that came unexpected.
Two person passed away just within a month.
It really does rock my life as they are related to us somehow.

Just yesterday my second uncle (mum side) passed away at 5.40am?
When he was warded I am not able to go but sis and my parents went.
Condition is not desirable since all his organ failed.
Only his heart is working but very weak.
Sis told me at times his breathing go all the way to 0 and back.
The feeling I guess was bad?
I really can imagine how they were feeling seeing him in such condition.
Yesterday night I was also not able to go as my parents say children should not go on the first day.
Well, I listen to my parents and will be going tonight.

I do not know why this year everything seems so rubbish.
My life suddenly seems to be changing faster and many events just come one after another.
I guess some of you know that my grandma is staying with us now.
Is permanent!!!
I really don't know why I hated it.
Is not like first time she is staying with us.
But the moment she came, she interupted my life.
I had been trying so hard to control my temper by telling myself she is just an old woman, I can't shout at her.
However, I have no idea how long I will be able to hold back my emotion.
She had been controlling and interfering with m life.
Suddenly, my life seems so controlled and I am going mad soon.

I can't enjoy my holiday, neither will I be able to work out my life.
I have no idea how things will go soon.
I wished there isn't any events coming up.
I really wanted to lead back my free and easy life.
haix....

Projects are driving me crazy.
I can expect that last min rush again.
At least for psycho I think I do not need to rush.
Done with the interview and ALP taking over for now.
So is a break for me.
Other projects I guess I have to start soon.
Still got individual project to do.
ARgh !!!! MADNESS!!!!

2009-06-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

ok I'm back and people stop saying got webs le la.
Hahax....

Will it be a long post?
Well, all I want say is one word.
UPDATED !!!!

I done my task which is to update.
Want to read more?
Well, just wait a few more days bah.
Totally exhausted from all the activities lately.
Fine cya ^.^

2009-05-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

OK I am here only for one purpose?
To RANT!!! HAHA...

I need more time peep so do add some time for me can?
A few deadlines ahead and I really am rushing>.<
Assignment to be handed in by next thur.
Found articles but haven even started to write.
Argh!!!!
Then group proposal and FILA to be handed in the following week.
This even worst.
Haven start>.<
Then exams in 2 weeks time.
I need more time especially when I have poor time mangement.
Argh!!!!

Meeting up with the girls tomorrow and I really can't wait for that moment to come.
It had been a month plus since school started that we had not met up.
I miss every single of them and I have to apologise for not having chat with them.
Year 2 a little busy and tough for me with those new terms to learn.
Timetable rather tight and WIERD too!!! Hahax....
I need and will definitly spend more time with you people de.

I am currently sick.
Have to rest early so that's it .
Hahax...
Who believe I will really turn in?
I got lots to do ar.
Argh!!!!

2009-05-08T22:04:00.000-07:00

Woohoo is the weekend!!!!
Excited anyone?
Hahax... I been anticipating for it like since the beginning of the week.
Yeah... As early as Monday.

Vesak Day is tomorrow and I can stay at home?
Maybe not.
As usual will be to go various temple ^.^
Hmm....
I was wondering why don't they give us monday as holiday too?
Sis is having holiday on Monday and I want it too !!!!
Argh!!!
Monday is always a long day for me :(
My classmate all went home and I have to remain in school for CDS Lecture!!!
How much I hated Monday since it end at 7pm.

Hahax....
I am getting super high each day and I felt so unusual.
If anyone know why I become so high do let me know.
Lolx...
Anyway everyday in school was happy.
So great yeah?
Hahax...

There are many events and deadlines coming up.
Time to get organise if I could.
Hahax....
Individual assignment and group proposal is like giving me hell.
I have not started in exact and I have problems coping with some subject.
I don't really hate theory too much but OM seems even worst then OB.
Argh!!!
I need help la!!!
Who can help me?
So sian....

Oh I want to say about today as it is really boring and funny.
Mr Koh was really crappy and I was great he was our lecturer cum tutor.
Hahax...
As for OM as I said I dislike it and especially when today is combine wk 1 n 2 tutorial it is even worst.
Besides his experience, theories were crap.
Things got worst when the answer were long.
Thanks goodness Vinncent lend me to copy before hand.
Hahax...
Thanks man!!!

Next Monday should be fun and I shall think of something?
Hahax....
May rocks!!!

2009-05-06T22:05:00.000-07:00

I should not be blogging at this time cause I have quiz tml and I haven study.
Well, I just lazy can.
Shall burn midnight oil.

School had been great lately especially when 2O03 starts to bond.
Lolx....
Alp wanna switch course? I don't need ur timetable le !!!
Hahax....
Alright, I would be more busy lately due to the individual assignment to be submitted in two weeks time and of course PROJECTS and TUTORIALS!!!

I shall end here since there is someone nagging at me for not studying my quiz.
Argh!!! Quizzes suck I tell you.
Lolx....
Shu Kai say have to read carefully so I presume it will be tough????
Lolx... Shall study and not fail ^.^

2009-04-24T23:13:00.000-07:00

I don't wish to make update on school but me.

Is it really so difficult to communicate with me?
You know what?
I think I am slowly drifting away.
I have no idea why but I have the urge to stop everything around me from moving.
Is like I just wanted to break off with the people and the objects around me.
I really have no idea but everything will be so true soon.
Slowly, one by one I am losing connection.
It is so difficult to hold back anyone.
I have no sense of belonging that I can call.
Haix...

I am just a kite, cut the string and gone i will be.
Pull me back and take control of me can?
Losing hope.
I don't want to care about anything else.
My life is messy :(

Well, I guess seldom will anyone read so I shall just say what I want bah.
I had decided to completely be myself when i am alone and act as another me to social around.
Change in me don't be surprise since I know what I am doing.
My life is scribble with black ink that hide all the others colours.
I will be back to drawing again.

Update to be expected in i dunno when>.<

2009-04-23T12:42:00.000-07:00

Had been suffering from this shitty weather.
I tell u sweating seems so irritating enough then the hot air?
Hahax...

School started and I have two days off this week cause is Week 1 ^.^
Hahax...
Orientation is tomorrow and I so can't wait to know my classmate?
Hahax....
School started without a breeze.
I tell you the morning rush, the missing of bus, waiting for class and the cold lecture hall just make my first two day so shitty can?
Is so irritating that I think I just can't wait for all to be over.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a breeze after a week?
Oh.. I am in the same class with someone I know and it is so great right?
Even for Cross cultural Psy ^.6
Happy sia. Can't wait for tut to start since it had been so long since we worked together ^.6
Hahax..

I am currently waiting patiently for some words from a person.
Hopefully everything goes fine since I have no idea how come it all happen.
Hope it will be all fine^?^
JYJY!!!

Shall end here for some uploading of content ^/^

2009-04-17T01:16:00.000-07:00

Well, got the urge to post these kawaii picture ^.^ Enjoy

2009-04-13T16:13:00.000-07:00

No updates!!!!
Argh!!!

Lolx... is this your reaction upon seeing my blog?
I know I am slow & lazy at blogging.
Well, recent event is just making things worst.
I really hope the worst are over since I had been trying my best to do what I need to do.

Today I shall not blog about my life but a topic.
The topics is "Pain"
I am sure everyone experience pain in their life but what about parents?
I wonder if any children is sensible to understand one sentence.
"Every child is a knife. Any mistake makes hurt the parents"
Do you know the real wish of parents?
Yeah they might be at times demanding, at times unreasonable but what they really wish is for your well- being and safety.
How many had actually seen through them?
Then if yes ask yourself if you had seen the wound on their heart?
If yes then I would say you are super sensible.
If no then listen up.
A little small mistake you make that get them angry cuts their heart.
Every child are just a knife that can easily hurt their parents.

If you still don't understand then ask me bah.
I can't concentrate on blogging now so I shall end here.

2009-04-04T16:05:00.000-07:00

Back to blog or my blog will really be dead.
Had not been blogging for about a week.
Lazy and busy la >.<

Well, many things happen in the whole week that really seems like a roller coaster ride.
One moment you are laughing then the next you have to cry.
I did not really cry though.

Alright, I was home-bound for threes days straight and is boring!!!!
Repair work starts on the tuesday of 31-3-09.
Is a day of hell with all the knocking and drilling.
The worst is the clean up of all the dust and dirts.
Day two is applying the waterproof coat and the drainage.
The last day is the putting the tiles.
Can you imageine for the whole three days, there is so many stranger coming into my house.
Different people each day that I just open the door the moment someone stood outside.
The reason being is that each of them handles a different department.
Hence,for each day I would be seeing new people sia.
Anyway in exact they are the china and india works (foreign workers)
Argh!!!
Thanks goodness is over and no more waking up early.
Yeah V >.<

Then there was grandma birthday dinner.
Ok, this time round there was lesser people.
Not even 30 la :(
Some went oversea, some never come.
Anyway, we ate at PuTien - TM and I think the food sux!!!!
Don't ask me why.
All I can say is I hardly ate much.
It was a waste of my time too.
Sian la.

Yeaterday was really memorable sia.
Having been out till 1 plus am with friends.
Yeah man ^.^
Went Chomp Chomp to eat while waiting for my bro.
Many hilarious event and it rocks ^.^
All I want say is SL gonna get it from me the next time he bully me ^.^
Hahax..
After which we went SL house awhile and his dog is scary!!!
Like those police trained dog >.<
Then we chat all the way at the playground.
I missed the wing and I really just love it la.
Why now those playground don't have swing?
Haix...
The night sky were nice too and so is the breeze ^.^
Overall a fun day with my mum nagging through phone to get us home.
If possible I want to ton night out ^.^

As for the unhappy events lets just not talk about it la.
Kind of personal and I don't want it to affect anyone too.
Is a personal issue and I will try to resolve it myself.

Well, I guess I can truly say I had grown up.
I do not need to be looked after nor be told what to do.
I have my plans and opinion and my parents had always given me freedom to choose to.
But someone told me I carried too much issue on my back.
Well, is okay one.
I know when it is heavy and I learn to organise my time better already.
If things get too tough I will seek help one ^.6

For now, I have to take a break.
Faced the lappy too long and I am tired zzzzzZZZZZzzzzZZZZZ

Yours truly signing off ^>^

2009-03-28T15:16:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging and I finished watching "Toradora!"
Super nice and sweet la ^.^
All had been good lately so no worries.

A long week will start next week with the repair work going on.
The whole three days I might have to be home bound.
If possible I wanna be away so that I can find peace.
Strangers in the house is like WT!!!!
Hahax....

Missed Yesterday Speech Day Rehearsal due to some errand.
Anyway, I had made my new Student pass which i lost ages ago.
Is really not that nice but better than none can??
Shall make sure I dont lose it again.

Ohh... Late Congrat to YUN for passing ur BTT.
Good Luck for ATT.

Also, bon voage to LK^.^
Enjoy ur one week in China.

Shall end here to continue with my manga^.^

2009-03-24T15:20:00.000-07:00

I know I had not been replying smses and not online.
Been busy with some issues which apparently is not resolve.
I've been trying to get it over and done with but is still haunting me.
Sorry that I do not wish in anyway to reveal it as it is kind of personal.

Anyway, much events had passed and I really love it.
The one I love most was of cause the movie outing ^.^
Movie watched : 'Coming Soon'Rating : 4/5 (Prefer Shutter more)
Well, overall I still got freak out by the end?
" Do you want to watch me die again? "
Hahax.... watched it to find out but it sure is scary.
All the eye-gorging, the sound, the effect are wow ^.^
Try it if you are a fans of horror movie.

Pool next and I seriously had improved.
I start to like it more than to hate it.
I finally realise that I can at least try to win not must win ^.^
Anyway, I want play pool again so must wait for sis to get leave ^.^

Oh I had to make some plan for an upcoming event.
Hope I managed to and not to dump to someone again or I would be nagged at.
Hahax...
Anyway, I am tired shall end here.

Can't wait for holiday to end but I am not anticipating about school >.<

2009-03-14T16:29:00.000-07:00

Is been a year plus since I left Serangoon Secondary School.
Spending a year in TP was not that bad but I really missed the old times.
Went for Musical Night last night with LK, Jensen, Tong Heng and Shaun.
I miss them lots cause we hardly really meet up>.<>How great it would had been if we are really like that 10 years down the road.

Nonetheless life in 1B05 is great.
I met many cool friends and I really like my class.
The fun we had, the crap, the jokes, the gossips and the pranks are really unforgettable.
Hate to know that we had to part again next sem.
Life would never be the same without them but I guess it could be almost the same?
Hey, cool friends (especially my group that colours my life everyday) don't forget to stay in contact yeah.
ALPHONSE CONFIRM WITH ME THE MEETUP YEAH?
I really miss you people la.
How I wished I could group with you people for projects again.
The late night discussion, the last min work and of course the irritating .......
Hahax....

Shall end here and I had decided to continue blogging just that it will not be so often bah cuz I need to find the mood to really blog.
Lastly, I miss you people so meetup real soon before school starts ^.^

2009-03-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

Wondering why I have not update for some time?
Well, i have no idea what to write.
I find my life in a total mess.
True that i have yet to grow up.

Seriously, I want to close down the blog so I shall announced it dead.
I don't really like to blog as I don't know how it should all be done.

Life in a complete mess :(

If i could...........

2009-03-03T13:01:00.000-08:00

Well, I am back again.
Actually feeling real down now.
Whatever bah, it will be gone soon.

What will you do if there comes a day when ur world just gonna change?
I really not sure, I never like changes as it really give me a headache.
So fast year 1 is gone and I really gonna miss my class alot.
Haix... At times, I really wished we could always be in the same class.
Well, wondering why I type this?
Actually I also not sure just that I have a super strong feeling that I have to face a major issue soon.
It is sth I had been avoiding .
I really not sure but I guess is time I fly out.
I have to get on my feet real soon.
Many issue strike me and I really know time is up.
I have to face it soon.
No point avoiding as there is no time left to avoid.
I have grown up and is time to learn to fly.
I guess I should just adapt to it bah.

I don't understand why people always say I looked so carefree.
Maybe is I always try to avoid things that I do not wished to face.
But the process of growing pushed me out of my enclosed box.
I have to fly out and show my real self.
But can I?
Operating in a big hidden self of the Johari window am I able to?
I have no idea.
I only know that what you people see is only a side of me.
I hide my other side to myself and that is the real me.

If you don't get what I mean is okay as you need not know.
All you have to know is to move on in life.
I am learning to adapt to the new changes.
I will be flying out soon.
I am sure I will.

2009-03-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

Well, been missing for a long long time and I heard lots of nagging.
I am here to blog.
Changed blogskins cuz I am bored of the old one and I think u are too.
Hahax... Do some random update with pictures.
As usual lazy way out ^.^

Lunch over at LK house >.<

Always being bullied >.<

Proper one ^.^

Then move on to the double Ng birthday.
Time: I dun really remember de ^.^
Venue: TM Pizza Hut

Then group photos ^.^

That's about it for those update.
Hahax... As for now, I want watched shows so cya.
I updated le so no complaint okay???

2009-01-04T23:45:00.000-08:00

Well, it had been like 9876543210 days never blog le.
Hahax.... Intended to close this blog and not starting any new one.
Lolx...
Giving it a serious thought.
Is 2009 and I seriously am enjoying it.
Just that I need some time management ^.^
Hmm... 2008 had been fun.
Learnt many things that makes me grow.
Well, shall not crap on it since I am so not excited to blog.

A little update is a must right?
Well, I got back MST result and was okay with it.
The bad one was gone with 2008^.^
Hahax....
Anyway I put in effort already.
Lady luck was just not with me >.<
2 more to go.
Hopeful for it.

Well, I also reborn-ed my hair ^.^
Hahax... so don't say me anymore!!!
You know who you are^.^
Lolx...
Anyway super don't like it can?
Wanna cut my hair again but mum will kill me for sure.
I cut my hair so many time that it is so short now!!!
Hahax... She super not happy that I cut layer then reborn-ed >.<

What else leh?
Lazy to blog now ^.^

2008-12-29T23:57:00.000-08:00

Well, missing for a weeks plus and I am lazy to update.
No mood too.
Totally screwed up la.
Forget it!
I really wished things just get better tomorrow.
Argh!!!!

Time to go back to project now.
Update again soon bah.
I really hated today!!!

2008-12-21T23:52:00.000-08:00

Okay been missing for a week?

Hahax... Miss me people?
lolx....
I know someone gonna scold me le.
Hahax... I get to topic k?

It had been a busy but wonderful week ^.^
My best part of holiday indeed.

RECALLING...................

Monday (15-12-08):

Well, I woke up early to meet up with my groupmates for projects!!!
Yeah! My first day of holiday was spend on PROJECTS!!!!
Hahax... Is only the first day ^.^
Then at night went for some Temple dinner and I swear I can do better.
Just be a little brief cuz long post huh?
Well, is like there is over a hundred table and the thing is the organiser are rubbish.
They did not let those guest know the seat number.
Then typical SG-rean will just find a table and sit.
Those that went late were either lost or could not find their seat.
Apparently they had this seat location at one corner.
Who bothers so it kind of pissed me off.
Organising is important!!!!

Tuesday (16-12-08):

Met up with my girls and guy today.
We are having a surprise b'dae for Noel.
Change venue and timing many times the previous night^.^
Afterwhich we decided to pop up at her house ^.^
Let photos talk ya?

Her cake ^.^

The girls and guy?^.^

Caught in her pyjamas

Wishes and cut cake^.^

She had to take out e candle stand with her teeth ^>^

Group picture before anyone leave ^.^

The present or card we made for her ^.^

Hmm... wanted to play a prank on her one ^.^

Is a fun-filled day. I really love hanging out with them.

Noel is love by us ^.^

Wednesday (17-12-08):

The event we waited for a year ^.^

EA gathering!!!

It had been a year but I never will forget the fun we had those time.

The class with some missing ^.^

Met up with YF, CH, LK, JN and Peggy at Hougang Mall for lunch^>^

Then we bus-ed down to Pasir Ris to meet up with the rest that reached le ^.^

First activities is Captain Ball !!!

Playing with them is so much fun.

Memories of PE lesson came back ^.^

Is very hot as you can see from her action^.^

Then some went off to get the food.

Getting ready ^.^

The wind is strong as you can see from LK hair >.<

We had a hard time starting the fire >.<

Some catching up?

Night falls and is party time?

BBQ fun ^.^

Cherie with her 'balls' ?

Lolx ^.^

I really enjoyed the time spend with them again.

Although many of us are in TP we still hardly had this fun ^.^

Indeed I would say is fun bonding again ^.^

Thursday (18-12-08):

I thought I could rest but NO!!!

Meet up with auntie and Grandma for lunch.

Afterwhich we went shopping at Orchard.

Argh I tell you I hate renovation.

Make me super lost especially when I hardly go there.

Anyway had some fun too ^.^

Friday (19-12-08):

Finally I could rest!!!

Ask my group member and yeah no need for meet up!!!

Totally drain sia.

Tell you I am so gonna died if there is anymore activities.

Yeah indeed I got drained further.

Cleaned up my table and drawers.

Completely messy sia!!!

Took me hours for just these part!!!!

Hahax....

Saturday (20-12-08):

Woohoo is weekend and I took a rest.

Watched Anime ^.^

lolx....

Sunday (21-12-08):

It's ' dong zhi ' Chinese NEW YEAR sia.

Grow older by one year le.

Ate many ' tang yuan' today.

The best thing is I finished all 26 epi sode of ' Aishiteruze Baby '

Is so damn nice and sweet can?

hahax...

I was tempted to get a Boyfriend as good as Kippei ^.^

Hahax...

It would be great if there is many Kippei around ^.^

Hahax...

Recommend you people to watch wor ^>^
Is romance but not totally so consider it.

Hahax...

Is early morning now and I need my rest now.

So see ya ^.^

2008-12-13T17:30:00.000-08:00

Well, a short post for now?

Exam is over!!!! Finally ^>^
My two weeks of holiday ^.^ ( project to be exact )
hahax....
Events are lining up.
Busy Busy Busy!!!!

Update more soon ^.^

2008-12-11T22:25:00.000-08:00

Main purpose here today : RANT-ING!!!!!

Well, is the MST week and I have two papers tomorrow.
Crap la!!!!
Morning paper and an afternoon paper.
The good news?
I have not started on Marketing and the best thing is I never listen in lecture.
I have 2 paper leh.
So stressed la.
Here I am wasting my time away.
Good Game man!
BA2 is like @%$^@%$
I am like tryin so hard to get the format right.
Late night sleeping tonight.
Sian....

Shall end here and go back to BA!!!!!!

2008-12-02T21:31:00.000-08:00

WooHoo side track again >.<
Suppose to be doing project now but hahax....

Anyway is December and is like cool la!!!!
Hahax...
Christmas coming and a new year is beginning.

Anyway had been rather sick lately.
Last friday fever till 38.2 degree *.*
Super damn sick is all I can say.
Running nose, fever, sore throat and cough. *Faint
Whoever pass the virus to me is damn evil la.
Make me so sick and till now I have not fully recover la.
Is like........ Argh!!!

Then my poor classmate have chicken pox.
Sian la, my life in school became kind of bored without jokes.
Lolx.... the worst part is no one to go against me!!!!
Sian la. Vinncent come back quickly leh.
Recover soon wor.

Projects had been like wow!!!
Rushing and rushing like mad.
I really want to chiong everything the moment I completed my MST.
Then never will I need to be chionging again.
Hahax....

MST is next week!!!!
GG cause I haven study sia.
I have not 1,2 or 3.
I have 5 papers to take and I have not even started reading at all!!!
Gonna forgo my beauty sleep next week for studying.
hahax... so nice of me ^.^
Lolx...
The whole of next week is definitely not free so dun jio me out people ^.^

Well, side track a while liao.
Need to get back to work.
Yeah sia. ^.^

2008-11-26T23:22:00.000-08:00

I am so stressed out!!!
Seriously, I am dying again!!!!
I need to destressed.
Projects, projects and projects!!!!
Tutorials, tutorials and tutorials!!!
Then Mid-Sem test is round the corner.
The best part is I am not studying yet!!!

I need to do my best this time cause of some reasons.
I really wished that I could do well.
I don't want to let '.....' down.
I want to score well!!!!

Today really is tiring.
I feel like sleeping any minutes.
I just want to shut my eyes >.<

Had fun chatting with LK in school today.
She is always so great ^>^
But too bad.
She is also always being bullied ^>^
Bleah >?<

I just completed my OB quiz and scored only 15/20.
I know is very bad as I never study.
I really wonder how come I do it until like that.
Really feel like sleeping now.

I feel so empty now.
I wanted to just have a blank mind now.
I have tons of thing to do.
It seems like everything is rushing towards me.
I want to just find a hole to hide.
Argh!!!!

How to start studying when nothing seems to be done?
I just have so many things to complete.
Sian la!!!!
Stresss-ed sia!!! :(

I wished so much to be colourless.

2008-11-23T15:14:00.000-08:00

Decided to off track awhile ^>^
Suppose to do project now.
Having a serious headache while doing Psychology.
Hahax... I wanted to do it very well so must crack my brain and kill more cells.
Lolx....

Projects are giving me a hard time and I just want a break off sometimes.
Lox....
Anyway i will try my very best to do well so as to get a reward ^>^
Oh ya, yesterday I went back school for projects and is damn nice can?
Discussion ended early and headed to T3 with two groupmates to eat Popeye.
I tell you is my first time eating Popeye.
Very sua gu right?
Well, I think it tasted damn nice la.
Don't mind paying a little more for it.
Lolx...
Had a great chat with them too.
Got to know them more ^.^
I really love the feeling.
Journey there was somehow long with many checks made through e airport terminal.
Overall rated VERY GOOD!!!
At night went out to eat zi char cuz is my mum birthday today ^>^ Lolx...
Happy Birthday MUM !!
Had so much fun and good food.
Really love yesterday experience. ^?^

Not at my Grandma house now cause my parents and brother went to the temple to do things.
I guess I can try to complete and improve on my project bah ^>^
hahax...
I guess shall end here and go back to the task ^>^

2008-11-21T21:28:00.000-08:00

Is a 100th post for this blog and a 133th post for all my blog ^.^

Good news?
->I did one online quiz for Psychology and scored 8/10?
Hahax... At least I tried.
-> I manage to understand my Statistic already. ^.^
-> I am working on my Psychology project now?
-> I have cleared this week smoothly?
-> Is super uber happy for me can?

Improvement to the slacker. Projects rush, tutorial to finish and of course notes to rewrite and add colours ^.^
BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!!
For once I really understand the feeling of having not enough time.
I am gonna blog till here for now.
Tomorrow have to do project with Psychology group members.
Need to get prepared.
Yeah is Saturday and I have to do project ^.^
Well, at least I can finish and clear one project early.
WHy not? Hahax...
So bye people. Blog again ^>^

2008-11-20T21:34:00.000-08:00

Today is the big day for many.
It is a sad day to me?
I found out that there is many people getting into Dip in Biz.
Haix.... I really want unsure why I felt sad.
My heart just hurt unknowingly.
I really want to know how?
I manage to change my feeling when I reached school.
Then I realise that I still feel sad.
Why?
I have no idea.
It seems like LOM is a course that no one want to take.
Why? I really wonder.
I just wished that i am on the right track.

Project day - 1st.
The rush of project is here.
Chiong project like hell.
I have to move off from my previous group to do work with another group project.
Is super rush. I really need to get used to it.
Saturday back to school again for projects.
All the way yeah?

Tutorial to be cleared :(
Lesson to start learning.
I will have a fresh start in it ^>^
Shall end here.

2008-11-19T21:56:00.000-08:00

“Happiness and sadness are not caused by your surroundings. They’re caused by your thinking"

Today is just another day of fun?
Short lesson as usual and indeed is like boring?
Meet up with Noel today and also LK!!!
I really love that short chat and stuff.
Nothing can be that bad huh?
LK really u are the best.
You never rejected anything ^>^ Hahax...
Noel is always that funny and you are much love too ^>^
Photos lazy to upload.
Some other days bah.

Hmm.... Project that are chiong-ing to me.
Give me a break can?
I really have to get used to all the thing that hs changed.
I really need to get something started.
I just need to work through those deadlines.
Long hours in school and of course discussion with groupie.
Argh.... A long and tedious days ahead.

Tomorrow will be the release of course streaming.
I have completely no idea if I will regret not.
Just somehow curious with what course others are going.
Hmm... I wish it will be a better two years ahead.
Hahax...

My head is totally spinning now.
Not really been well.
I have been trying to do get myself well but am always falling sick.
Argh....
Long day tomorrow and I really want to rest.
I started to find that everything is falling apart.
Been getting better in some issues then the worst came.
I really wonder what others things will I get.
Haix....
Sian la. Really need to turn in now. I just need a break.
Some rest.

I really find love so fascinating.
Is really like a joke man.
How does a person actually fall in love with a total stranger?
Is true. Not even knowing him in person.
Lolx... funny love story shared^.^

Shall end here. I want to sleep le ^>^

2008-11-18T22:52:00.000-08:00

How to live life happily? It is to always remember that life is unfair.
Well, I understand this sentence today.
It was told by my OB tutor.
It makes sense if you really interpret it.
To always compare with others will only make you more upset.

School had been pretty alright today.
Not much of a different.
Just that I found out that I am really behind time.
I really do not know all the dates of submittion and quiz.
I really need to get something started soon.

TPRawks ending tomorrow.
Finally as those students really taking up our morning time bus.
I missed s few bus today and yesterday.
Another 9am lesson tomorrow.
Seriously I hated it.
It beats better to stay till 7pm.

Completed my research yesterday.
Waiting for tomorrow to work with my group members.
I have many group members now that I really confused myself.
Hahax... I have fun with them though.

Shall end here le.
Need a early night rest since I slept so late last night. ^>^

Dreams don't come true. Why do I still think of you?

2008-11-17T21:27:00.000-08:00

Had been sometime since I blog.
I am filled with many different feelings now.
Shall share about some disappointing but motivating issues.

Have anyone here watched "Life Transformer" on Channel 8 just now?
Well, I am a hard core fans of the show.
So many episode of it never failed to make me think of my life.
Today is a really different kind of story compared to the many episode I watched.
If I was in the situation what exactly would I do?
In all the previous one I still have a lead but not this.
I really wonder how a 9 years old can handle it so well.
At that age I still have my parents to pamper me, tution to attend.
I need not be mugging so hard on my own.
I can actually fully understand the situation whereby you have to learn everything on your own.
When I wasn't able to recieve help from tutors in Secondary School, I felt school was tough.
To be completely lost is really terrible.
Moreover, I don't even know how to fried an egg in Primary School.
Should say my mum never allowed me to get near the stove.
She really earn my admiration.
If anyone of her school mates were to say nasty thing to her, I will want to tell them they are a bunch of pigs.
They know nothing and is even worse off than her.
The most inhuman people on earth would be the one who took their gas cylinder and cans of food away.
If you have no money go work la.
Steal people thing for what? I hope you people watched the show already feel guilty and apologise.
They are already on the down side of life and your action will make you worst than them.
Hmm.... I am very emotional indeed.
I really wished that the mother will remove the stone from herself soon.
Don't let her girl suffer in pain and change her routine.
Seriously I wished I had the power to help her overcome her psychological barrier.
I know I can't do it now but I hoped I will be able to help others next time.

Let's talk about something better?
As I said I am supposed to make a choice.
I had made my choice of course.
After much consideration, I chose LOM.
Mainly is because of the Maths that I am more confident about.
Everyone say about the IT stuff that we will be learning.
Seriously I hated it but I want to learn it well.
I must not be afraid to do it due just because I hated it.
I am not able to say much till I start learning it next year.
Hence, this is all I can say now.

School life had been pretty fun.
Just that things will get more busy in the next two weeks.
We have many things to do.
Projects to clear and exam that will be coming.
Very fast, I had spent a month in sem 1.2.
I really enjoy myself till now^.^
I really hate to part with my class next year.

2008-11-10T18:56:00.000-08:00

Have not been blogging for days.
Decided to blog today as I feel like it.
Lolx....
Actually is I am confuse.
Supposed to make an important decision tomorrow.
I really have no idea which one to choose.
Both attracts me but there is some things in it that push me away.
Well, the subject are very different and I really am having a tough time.
I want no regrets and it is very tiring.
Shall make it only on Wednesday?
People is really tough when decisions are to be made.

Life haven been any easy in school.
Projects to begin, new grouping and new things to learn.
Subjects seems so troubling and tough.
Haiyo.
Seriously I have no idea how I survived for three weeks now.
I haven been very active and motivated.
Many things are wearing me out.
I have a feeling that I will breakdown soon.

In school I seems to be so happy but why everything changes so fast?
At times I really feel like trying to make myself silent.
I want to remain really quiet and ignorant but why do you people come and disturb me?

Don't feel like writing anymore things now.
Shall really plan me future.

2008-11-01T21:36:00.001-07:00

Blog dead?!!!!!!!!!

Lolx.... I am finally doing some updates.

School had been a doom to me. Tutorials, lecture and projects. Seriously I wonder what is so nice about school afterall. Anyway 2 weeks in school had been great so far. Back with my group of crappy people and my funny as ever class. Lessons was however very boring. I simply hate the subjects like OB. Is a total killer. Too theory for me who never like words. Overall is okay especially my CDS = Introduction to Psychology . Make new friends and formed new groups. Hope everything will work well. In another two weeks time we will be selecting our diploma courses. Not really confirmed of my course but sure to choose between Business and Logistic. Lets hope I make a right choice. I have been really busy and tired lately so updates may not be very often. For now shall end here to complete my Lecture notes. Is in a complete mess la!!!! Tutorials should be done only tomorrow bah. Haiyo BUSY la!!!!!
Bye people ^>^

2008-10-16T12:10:00.000-07:00

This is the only feeling now : SAD!!!!!!
Time table is out and is so sucky can?
No more wonderful break with friends.
CDS timing different and worst is different class.
I really really hate it la!!!!
Argh!!!!
Is super de sian can.
Then my friend have cool timing la.
Some of theirs timing damn nice la.
I am damn sad la.
Is like the rain is pouring on me now.
Haix......
I really just want to have a damn good day bah.

Whatever it is, I will accept it and think of the good side bah.
After all I will be meeting new friends and learn new things.
Sian la....
I shall have my lunch now.

2008-10-12T23:37:00.000-07:00

I know i am not constant in updating my blog but do bear with me bah.
Hmm... Many of you are starting school as of tomorrow.
How is the feeling? Happy? Sad?

Well, I don't know what to update too.
Just want to share some news bah.
I had found the answer to what I wanted already.
Is a break through for me.
HaHax.....

I don't want to say anything but I had been drawing rainbow lately.
Don't ask me why cause I don't know.

Shall end here now.
Time to turn in ^>^

2008-10-07T16:37:00.000-07:00

Been some time since I updated my blog.
I am not MIA-ing just that too lazy to make any updates.
There is nothing much to update too.
13 days more to school reopen.
Can't wait for school to start.
Lolx... I missed school !!!!

Shall do some random updates :
(serangoon secondary school yearbook 2008)

Inside contain of anniversary and yearbook

AVA picture from yearbook (shawn, kenny and jensen)

There is more to it but lazy to snap.
There is even one AVA committee photos which I think I look wierd inside. Lolx...

Ohh, watched 'Life Transformer' on Channel 8 yesterday.
Felt so sorry for the lead character especially her eldest son who have to witness it.
However, many people said that the mother very lazy.
She actually cut herself off reality.
Well, it really sadden me to see that she is still learning to be a mother after having three children.
Her kids really were deprived of childhood.
Felt so fortunate to be given such a wonderful childhood memory.
Anyway, I am lazy and tired to type anything.
Might not be updating often.
Currently hook inside forum.

Freezing cold ^~^

2008-09-19T16:08:00.000-07:00

MY LIFE IS BORING!!!

Another month to go till school start.
Seriously, I'm wondering how I will get by this one month.
I am super bored that I have too much time for nonsense thinking.
Haix....
Thinking alot lately and I am dying soon can?
Is like I also don't know what to say just that I feel simply worn out.
I decided to make a huge change.
Not too sure if it will be for good or for bad.
I will change and that is for sure.
I think is time for me to understand some things and work on it.
I need to get some facts right and get some rubbish out of my life.
I think is time for a whole new change.
Well, I really don't know what to write.
Life is so boring and I want a break of it.
I keep trying but to no avail.

There was this girl who was born out in a family who care and love her. Her life took a change after some things happen. She realise that in order for everyone to be happy, she have to be the role model. Her everyday life is to cheer others up and make herself happy. Later in her life, a person appear and say she is so having a good life. So worry-free and so cheerful. Then she begin to ponder over that person words. It took her sometime to think and realise that all along she was just deceiving herself and everyone else. She was not happy deep down in her heart. She has so many things to complain and to cry over. Just when she recalls one disappointing event, she wanted her tears to flow. It never did. no matter how hard she try to cry out she failed. She then realise that after all, she had learn to stop being a crybaby. She continue with her lies and live on till now. She had start to feel numb and her life was just dull. What will happen to the girl in the end? All that we know is she wanted to just continue with the lies :(

wishing upon a star and wishing everyone is fine.

2008-09-18T14:54:00.000-07:00

I'm bored!!!!
So sian can?
I need to get a job to kill the time.
Had been watching drama almost everyday.
Why is it so difficult to get a job??
Is like argh...

Kill my time and colour my life.
Is plain and boring like hell.
Shall end here

2008-09-16T13:40:00.000-07:00

I have not recover from my cough.
But I swear is getting much better now.
I just wish to recover like real soon^.^

Well, many things is happening aroung the world.
I would say is just devastation since many live was taken.
Much harm was done to land and people.
Simply finding it so happy to be keep out of all that.
However people life still need to carry on so smile again ^>^

Oh, I was so pissed with POSB like again.
Seriously I don't understand why their machine is forever always OFS (out of service).
I wanted to deposit cash for my dad today.
So when I go to the one at Hougang central there, I was like thinking why those people is queuing between two machine.
Then later I found out that the right machine was not able to do cash deposit.
Then those people simply cut in front of us.
Nevermind about that.
After like going to be me, the uncle in front was also not able to do the cash deposit.
It means that in front of us those people can but not us as cash deposit is temporaily OFS.
Argh.....
I had wasted my 10-20 mins queuing.
Then I had no choice but go in to the bank to deposit.
As expected I had to queue like another 10-20 mins or longer?
I was simply too irritated to care.
Then the guy behind me was also very anooyed by the whole issue as he also queue outside just now.
Can't they just improve their service?
Do they know that is just a waste of our time to queue and not able to do anything?
Is not like the first time la.
Is like almost everytime I go I encounter things like that.
Anyway who cares la.
Over and done with.
Just hope that there will be improvement.

Shall end here ^.^

2008-09-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

I have so much to say but don't know how I should go about saying.
In some way I can't tell everthing.
There is limitation to what can be said and what can't be said.
However, I will try my very best to say everything I could.

Firstly, is my cough.
As you people know I had been sicked for some times and still not recovered yet.
The thing now is my mum said I need to see a doctor if I don't get well tomorrow.
Argh!!! I hated so much to visit the doctor and take those tablets.
How I wish I could recover by tomorrow.
This cough is just making me more sick and tired :(

Secondly, there is some things happen to my girls.
I seriously had no idea what to do and how to help since I still don't know what is going on.
All I know is changes seems to make everyone tired.
Seriouly if you ask me, I think that I am changing too.
No longer who I used to be.
Yet I have no idea what is happening.
Everyone seems so moody lately and having that negative mindset.
Haix.... I just wished I could be of some help to them.
Girls seriously just let me know what is going on can?
I just need to know so that things will get better.
Give me a call if needed or meet out also can.

Thirdly, I don't know how to say but things are getting so bad.
There is always some things that need to be done.
However, why is it always me who have to be the one leading?
I really have this sandwich feelings.
Don't ask me what and why.
Just that is so terrible to get things done.
One wrong move and everyone suffer.
It might even backfire.
Is things going to get worst or for the better?
I really have no idea but why the appearance and stubborness of some people just make things worst.
I have no idea what that person want and no idea what had changed the person.
I can't stand the fact that everytime I had to help to cover up the truth.
Knowing that things can't get better make me more disappointed.
I just want to know if it is possible to do something.
To that somebody can you just do something?
Is not going to work if you just continue this life.
I am starting to hate....................................

Oh well, I had enough say le.
I have things that I do not wish to say so lets just forget it.
I wanted so much a better life.
I think is time I start thinking what I can do independently.
Seriously I just need to do it.
I guess I just liked to live independently.
Got to go ^.^

2008-09-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

I seem to be so sicked till I wanted to cry!!!
Man is so damn irritating can?
I seriously hate having a cough.
I never want to fall sick!!!
Much worst see a doctor.
I have not see a doctor yet and I am sure I won't need!!!
Anyway is just so difficult to get me to do things against my wish.

On the other hand I am happy.
Happy that at least all my friends did well?
I only know one that need to take sup paper.
Good to hear such news huh?
Anyway I guess I will be heading out later for arcade?
Don't know wor, see how first. ^.^
Shall end here ^.^

2008-09-10T01:43:00.001-07:00

Well, shall enter a short post.
I am sicked so need ample rest.
Got my result today and as what i remember is not bad la.
Got B i think ^.^
Anyway pass all.
I thought tomorrow then release result.
HAhax....
Whatever bah.
Gratz to those people who did well ^.^
Cheers ^.^
Shall end here

I am sicked and tired sia!!!

2008-09-05T11:42:00.000-07:00

Woohoo morning people ^.^
Finally is friday!!!
Well, shall update with overdue pictures?
Hahax....
Lets start from yesterday to days ahead.

4 September 2008:

Well, bored of staying at home but still go out.
Went NYP initially for Mac.
Well, I still think the design there is so complicated.
Had quite some time recognising the block.
Anyway tour around awhile and went Amk Hub for arcade.
People is bad to stay there and not play so we play x-scoop again!!!!
Caught the white chick to make a collection without the giraffe.

So now I have the whole collection ^.^

And in total the things I caught from x-scoop:

Happy sia cause in total only spend around 20 dollars ^.^
Stay around and saw some arrogant auntie there.
Well, went there quite a few time and i know that they are good at such games.
Every time I go there can see them.
But the thing is they keep asking the staff to arrangefor them so they can catch with a dollar.
Then they keep showing off their skills la!!!!
Argh....
Anyway went off around 5 plus.

I forgot the date but well, I can get too bored and do some lame things.

Look familiar? HAhax.... if you are guessing let me tell you.
If you had guess is mini toon sweet bag you're right.
See what I did with one of the character.

This i what I did when I was too bored but still find it not bad ^.^

Exam might be over, I will never forget the time when I had to do mugging.
When I feel that me head is going to explode soon, i did this >.<
I know is super lame but I still think is quite cool to take photos like this ^.^
HAhax...

Still got many photos which I just uploaded to my lappy but lazy to upload here.
Hahax....
Oh..... More movies up.
I want to watch Boys over Flowers and I have not watch my Meet Dave.
Also, 4bia!!!!
So many to watch.
I watched WALL -E and is super nice so I am so wanna watch again >.<
Shall end here to do sth ^.^

2008-09-04T11:48:00.000-07:00

How long had it been since the last rainbow appeared?

I had not seen it like so damn long can?

Raining almost every single day.

Sian like hell.

Long holiday is a killer.

Many things that I had not done during school day must be cleared.

And if you are guessing: Yup is those books and those dust!!!

I manage to just dump the books to the next room.

My drawer are still in a mess but at least I cleaned up the shelves?

Hahax....

Anyone is willing to help me do some cleaning?

I guess soon my mum will nag again to clean up the other room.

The cardboard is my rubbish dump?

Hahax... One way to get away is to tell her I will clean tml and the tml never seems to come.

I'm simply lazy can?

At least I clean up my room?

Well, i had been busy with those cleaning up so never blog and another reason is i'm lazy?

Hook to Richman Online but is so irritating can?

The system got problem and my account had been changed.

The stupid account got only pathetic gold.

Mine at least got 80k plus gold.

Then level also higher^.^

Anyway I want to play arcade!!!!

Shall go and bathe le.

Update again ^.^

2008-08-28T17:55:00.000-07:00

Over with one sem already.
I endure through my first poly life without much trouble.
hahax....
My wonderful classmate which will still stay with me for one more sem.
Enjoy the wonderful holiday wor!!!! (7 weeks)

Anyway just finished watching brown sugar macchiato.
Well, as expected ending but still love it.
Had put it on hold due to hectic life but for now that I'm done with it.
I think I will continue with my honey and clover too?
Too lazy to find work sia.
People got jobs to recommend?
I need some cash on hand.

Well, the weather now is super hot can?
The sun finally came out and shine through my window.
Is the freezing cold season over?
Woohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can have my good rest and best of all do my craft.

Sorry to my girls for not going for today outing.
I'm just exhuasted from the exam and everything that had happen.
But no worries as I will get through them damn fast and be back to where I belong.
Tomorrow you guys going back to school right?
I will confirm with you all tml can?

Anyway I shall end here and watch manga or play richman online?
Hahax....
Many things can be done now.

I'm having my holiday at last!!!!

2008-08-26T00:43:00.000-07:00

What is fear?
What is fail?
What it means by a complete failure?
I really have no idea what is wrong again.
My tears is almost dropping but I think i'm stopping it again.
Stressed?
Don't ask me and don't tell me.
Ignorance is always a bliss.
Simply feel so heavy.
I guess I am a complete failure indeed.
To think I am always so happy?
What am I happy about each day?
Now that I wondered, I realise I had been forcing myself too much.
Too much that I no longer want to realise what is happening.
The fact that exam is near, the fact that I am sick, the fact that nothing here is right.
The fact that I lied, the fact that I cried, the fact that I changed?
hahahahahahahahahahaha..............
Maybe in someway I should have realise but I ignored.
I believe I still live in isolation bah.
The fact that I like the dark more than the light.
I am not really that scared of the dark.
The fact that right inside me have four different personality?
The fact that studies drive me nuts, the fact that winning is everyday live?
The fact that stress level and responsibility build up at the same time?
The fact that I actually blogged again?
I'm totally insane.
Can I go for a run now?
Sweat out everything and it would be okay?
Can I just give up???????????????????

emo freak !!!!
On the swing.
How to stop?

2008-08-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

80th post ^.^
Countdown to final two paper - 2 Dayss!!! ( 1 day and 9hr 08 mins)
Yeah, i'm such a loser when it comes to exam.
No use mugging cause I simply have no motivation.
Is it because holidays is coming?
I have no idea.
All I know is I had not been studying much.
People would be mugging with their books in front.
For me, I went to distress myself at arcade and through getting outdoors.
I simply can't stay till.
Went to play arcade just now.
The fun is something in replacement of exam.
I remember I chance upon the youthink in The Straits Times a few day back.
One person actually said that the F word is missing.
Yeah Fun is missing out in Singapore stressful world.
Haix....
I really wonder where had all he fun hide in this time.
Then I found out that the fun can be found in arcade and it wasted money.
I never wasted so much money in arcade till recently.
I really want to chill out there and play basketball or just seeing people play all sorts of game.
For BA is still alright as I did tutorial as always and I think still can pass.
POM on the other hand is nuts.
I know nuts about it.
I did not even read through a chapter throughly.
Should I say I'm giving up?
Many people are over and done with their exam but i'm not.
Haix.....
I'm even wasting my time to blog:(
Sian la.
I think I have to forgo my sleep for studies now.
Will I be able to endure for even a hour?

2008-08-24T21:01:00.000-07:00

Oh well, over with one paper and I know is time to mug for the rest of the two paper.
However I did something very godly.
After the paper on Friday I went AMK with sister and brother to watch movie.
Went to watch '12 lotus'
Is very sad, nice and super funny.
Love the part where liu lingling ask for the password and the astroboy say'so da piah'
Which is also cream cracker.
Hahax...
Had a good laugh.
Then head to arcade to release myself.
Over with the day at night by watching olympic again!!!!

Then yesterday studies was a failure.
I had my usual afternoon nap and out at night for dinner.
Argh......
Then stayed overnight at grandma house so until now is nth go in!!!!

Today watched last episode of 'yuan lai zi you ji'
Hahax... expected the ending.
Not surprise!!!!
Then I tried to study but I slept again.
Now, blogging and watching beijing olympic closing ceremony.
Is so damn nice can?
Hahax...
Suppose don't need study again!!!!
BOohoohoo...
I am such a failure.
POM sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Theory so I think I need oni 150% of concentration to manage it.
I hate memorizing and I hated theory so I never liked science but i love history ^.^
History will never change and is so easy to understand.
POM is worst than history.
Is like literature and english to me.
So difficult to understand!!!
Know what?
There is GEtai at my estate so tml studying might fail again!
Lunar 7th month dinner!!!!
Noise pollution but nice food ^.^

2008-08-21T13:19:00.000-07:00

I'm back.
Trying real hard to get on with my studies.
Noel i super envy you now that your exam is over. Argh!!!!!!!
Tomorrow is my first paper for end-sem and is Microeconomics.
Imagine studying for graph? Lolz.....
Seeing many people mugging real hard for exam and I am watching olympic.
Hahax... Is super nice and addictive can?
Well, really have to congrat Li jia wei and feng tian Wei for getting into the top 8 of singles.
Very excited to see their next match. I
hope they will be able to get another medal.
Hahax...
Yesterday china basketball was quite a disappointment.
Waste my time watching.
Hahax... Walkaton in the morning was great huh ^.^
Well, with only 5 more days to go and it is time for me to forget about cheering for the team.
First time I got so hooked on olympic.
Hahax... Can't wait for the next match.
Well, don't scold me cause i have problem trying to studymy exam ^.^
I need to destress^.^

2008-08-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

I know I should be studying for sat exam but I really can't stand it.
So idle all the way here.
CSA CSA CSA.
Everyone is revising and I am here to crap about it.
Suppose is just like I am giving up?
I really hate to study about the stupid computer component.
Is not like I will dismantle it and fixed it back.
The best part is I hate the theory and I need to know it well to pass.
Is really GG this time if I can't make it.
Project grades are good.
I don't wish to destroy them.
But I really hope I will be able to pass it.
I will continue to try my best for it.
Killing more and more brain cells as time pass.
I HATE CSA!!!!!
I will overcome this stupid stone that block my way.
Off to kill my brain cells.
Hopefully I can get sth in now.
Is almost empty :(

2008-08-12T21:30:00.000-07:00

Well, thanks everyone for the concern.
I am getting better le.
Is okay to fall sick at time as it would really be a good time to rest more.
Hmm, the cold weather now is making me freeze.
Hahax....

Don't feel like blogging much.
Not in the mood.
Too many things is happening and I really feel so worn out?
Hahax...
This obstacles will put no harm to me.
Each day I am learning something new and each day I grow up.
Been faced with many issues lately and people is killing me can?
But I learn many things from all this so suffer abitis nothing.
I really wish to know what really runs in other mind so I can expect what they will do.
But I know it is not really possible right?
I am growing stronger each day too.
After the last tears that fall the other day I had not cry.
This issues that happen really can make me breakdown but I did not.
I start to take control of my emotions.
I don't wish to cry anymore.
I am no longer the crybaby!!!!

Anyway some pictures of rain taken on Sunday.
The rain pour but I manage to get some pic of the rain.

under such ay isn't it good to just go out and dance?
Anyone want to join me in the next pour?
HAhax....

If u understand this then good for you.
You understand the situation of mine now.

2008-08-10T21:42:00.000-07:00

Still sick but will try to pull till tomorrow for my last presentations.
Yet to really prepare as I have been feeling very tired.
I just wish to recover fast!!!!

Anyway SYS make a mistake again in the attendence.
I was mark absent for the individual presentation on (31-7-08)!
Well, i'm so going to tell him tomorrow.
My attendence had been 100% all along.
Not going to let any mistake damage my perfect attendence.
I have thought of what I am going to do already.
Shall work towards it.
Any people can just forced me to study?
I feel so.............
Last minutes mugging again? Is like everytime also like that.
Bad but effective.
Sick Sick Sick!!!!
I want to recover real fast.
Next Wednesday and Thursday NO SCHOOL!!!
Which means that for the whole week I only need to study for three days and is study week.
After that would be exam and holiday!!!!
HAhax....

Congratulation to Tao Li for getting into the finals.
I did not watch the her race today.
Still happy.
Hopefully she can get a metal back (GOLD?)

Shall end here to do housework le.
Take Care friends

2008-08-09T23:16:00.000-07:00

Happy 43th birthday Singapore!!!
Woohoo....
Wish everyone good health and great achievement ^.^

Anyway the weather sucks alot today.
Or should I say recently?
I knew it would happen.
The change in weather always make me ill.
Now th tap is running non-stop and I seriously hate it.
Is good to be sick but is bad when you are having a running nose.
Great huh? Running nose and sore throat?
Is just going to get worst!

NDP 2008 was great?
Hahax....
I just love to see the parade but I had never understand the performance.
Well, anyway I wished I was at the scene to witness the firework.
Is so great la.

Yesterday Beijing Olympic Opening was magnificent?
I like the lighting of the flame.
Is nice!!!!!!!!
The firework is even great can?
Hahax...
Anyway I need to end here le.
Feeling sick so don't feel like blogging ^.^

Oh before I forgot, Thanks so much girls!
I had get on the mood already?
Hahax...
Little things in life that can just bring a smile back to me.
I might not be smiling on m own accord but I am still smiling.
No more sulking but smiles ^.^
And I think I will let nature take its cause.
I can't change a fact and I will accept it.
Shall not let it kills the spirit within me.
Hahax...

2008-08-07T21:41:00.000-07:00

Well, a bad weather a bad day.
Today I was swinging.
I felt so lost.

Many things was just what I thought it was but in actual fact is the opposite.
Well, is not possible to write in detail as I don't wish to hurt anyone.
Beside there is no need for them to know too.
If you understand then great but if you don't please do not ask me.
I won't tell !!!!

Today started with a clear sky.
I still remember admiring the blue sky today.
However things start to change then.
When the dark clouds form around late afternoon I was totally worn out.
I swear I am.
Wasn't feeling real well too since I am having headache.
Hmm....
I can't ensure that everyone to always follow what I say nor ask them to accommodate me.
The least I can do is to do my part well.
I understand that I am always very irresponsible in many ways.
I am also very stupid but I always try my best since others might be affected.
Most of the time I was unable to manage so I do needed help.
Yet is like...................
I am a typical girl too.
I might appear strong but I am still weak too.
I can't be the wonder woman.
I can't be a good..............
All I can say is Sorry.
I am a disappointment and I admit.
Maybe right from the start my thought were wrong.
Nothing is going to change le.
I don't expect anything else but wait and see bah.
If in the end things turns out that way I will accept it.
Anyway is like my life is so black today.
On my way home, the sky was real dark and all I can say is I felt home?
Maybe I should still remain in it.
Stepping out was a mistake.
What I do is a mistake.
To take the correct path don't follow me.
It will then lead you on the right track.

With this, I can't help but have the urge to tear.
Maybe is dry, nothing seems to flow out.
Well, silent cries like it used to be?
Hmm....
I wonder why I always tend to be happy.
Hahax...
If there is one day I never start smiling again what would it implies?
What would others thing?
I can't even think.
All I know is that when that day come it will only means that cheerful ENG AI HUI is dead
Anyway I don't feel like blogging le.

Lost is what I felt now.

2008-08-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

Well, I am like what people say.
Hahax....
Time for updates!!!
It had been a CRAZY week too !
Unable to do so many things la.
Argh....
I told you I am crazy?
Hahax....

Anyway went school early yesterday for econs project.
Then they reached late so dragged again.
Hahax...
Nevertheless I like working with them cause it so much fun?
Hahax....
Done right on time without rehearsing?
Then it was like damn suai can?
My econs teacher love calling by the date so is the 5th yesterday and my register is 5.
So yeah WE ARE THE FIRST GROUP!!!
It went in a mess?
Hahax...
I screwed up can?
Hope it make not much of an effect.
After that, went to grandma house for dinner
It had been some time since I last had dinner there.
School life is so hectic that I think I am neglecting my grandparents.
Anyway, my cousin also seldom come lately.
Lesser and lesser people are going la.
Felt so distanced since is like we are going to meet only on special occasion?
Well, whatever bah I don't think it matters anyway.
I was never that close with them isn't it?
Hmm....

Then today went for revision lecture.
Kind of okay since I do understand some.
Anyway cleared my accounts since I having project tomorrow.
Hahax....
Now is left with one last presentation and woosh....
Project cleared!!!!
Anyway on my way back I see some inconsiderate creature.
Yeah not human but creature!!!!
On the new bus with limited seats, I know many people just want to sit.
However if you ever sit on the new bus you should know that the green seats near the door are reserved for the old, pregnant and those carrying babies.
This guy around 25-30 years was so idiot la.
He was seating at the green seat.
There was a old man boarding the bus.
The bus was not totally packed but all seats taken up.
Then the old man walked in and stand right in front of him.
The thing he should do is to let up his seat.
But guess what he did?
He stared at the old man and just like that?
OMG la.
I pity the old man can?
Imagine him being so old and have to try balancing on the bus?
Argh!!!!!
If you took the new buses before, you should know how hard it is to keep your balance?
Is like quite a long one stop too since it had to go through the TPE.
The fact that 27 bus driver really have poor driving skill makes me more irritated by his act.
Are Singaporean really so hard hearted?
I have so much anger with some of the bus 27 driver la.
Is either they break so suddenly or they simply so 'gang giong'
That day I was going to school then the bus was packed.
So it was difficult to get down.
Also many people stopping at the stop and he close the door la.
Is okay as it happen most of the time.
But the thing is we press three time he also never hear.
Then someone shouted for him and he open the door.
Argh.....
Can SBS just tell the bus driver to be more attentive and drive better?
I always can't balance on the new bus since they keep breaking so sudden and inertia is great.

Anyway I took 1 hour to blog?
I am crazy la!!!!

Was talking on msn with so many peep!!!!!

I am crazy today!!!

2008-08-04T22:41:00.000-07:00

Well, my old blog plus this blog add up to 103 post le .
So now I am writing my 104 post ^.^
Woohoo, So unbelievable.
Slacking now while my group member are doing project.
Well, I finish what I need to do before blogging so no guilt^.^
Hehex.... Hahax....
Super high today.
Got back two project work result and I shall disclose my marks to you if you continue to read.
I am evil again?
Hmm.... Anyway I am happy with my score in some way la.
I don't mind telling you my not so fantastic to you marks but to me is good enough.
First have CSA lesson and went through one mock test(06/07 paper).
Well, I still think I have a way to pass it well if I ever start any revision now.
But is not possible!
Projects day had not end and I am going into holiday mood soon.
Okay I know you all must be complaining le.

Here comes the score:
Excel online test: A
Excel individual project: D+
Web project: A

I know is not so fantastic.
To someone who is not a proactive user it is a good thing la.
I even think I will fail as I never follow marking scheme since I don't understand much.

Then went to IKEA for lunch.
Had so much fun crapping as we were so full of crap can? Hahax...
However, some of them feel so disappointed with their marks though.
Then we were late for next lesson due to dragging? HAhax...
Well, surprised huh?
Lolx....
Waste another one hour again!!!!!!!!

One hour break then we had our POM lesson.
Well well is so slack too.
Got back my second result.
Was quite wasted but we think we did well still.
Imagine we got quite well for our presentation?
Hahax...
My greatest achievement is that I done my part well.
I swear is an achievement of mine.
Hmm...
I use picture to show the comment and marks can?

Our main page for report.

In detail our score: ^.^

The comment of our report :

We might not be the top in class but teacher say we can score over 70 if we had just add in more.
Wow, contradicting sia.
My previous teacher say we wrote too much for our report writing so cut cut cut.
Then summited le my new teacher say we wrong too little and can get on more.
Argh.... Is like listen to who la?
Also, can't edit le then we could have written more and score way beyond 70 la!!!!
Sad and wasted huh ?
Is ok la since is 2A for two project I sure happy le.
Pass coursework and doing it well is a step towards passing.
It also means that failing the module chances are rare.

Hmm. It calls for a celebration?
Hahax... no no.
Not really.
Group work is over now is individual effort le.
So shall start working hard when time comes.
I am a last min person so slacking now.
Hahax...
Shall go back le.
Got important things to settle.

2008-08-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

Well, wonder why I suddenly post a picture that seems different?

Let me tell you bah.

I am lost. I can't see the road in front of me.

I don't know why but I think I am swinging again.

I swear I am for what reason?(I don't know)

I find myself very pathetic in so many ways.

Yeah in so many ways that I can list a 100, a 1000, a million even.

I am msn-ing now but for what reason am I starting to tear?

It had been some time since I last teared and my tears are back.

I can't seems to hold on any longer.

I swear is just not me anymore or should I say back to the me?

The original cry baby who had dry tears for years and now is all back.

Should I be happy or sad?

What got into me?

I just want to hide again- back into the world of darkness that I once was.

I just know that I felt lost again but the kind of lost that I don't know.

Well, different today huh?

I told ya I am not myself already.

I can't crap much now.

I got many things to say but shall not list.

Today is just not the cheery aihui.

Just for todays my girls, I swear I will be myself tomorrow.

The happy girl that you all will know.

But don't ask me anything about today people.

I have no idea of it and I just want to forget all the unhappy days.

Well, I think I will try to ship all those unhappy parcel to the black and white world now.

I want my world to be colouful again tomorrow ^.^

Before that, I want to apologise to Yun for suddenly telling her the things in her tagboard.

Sorry my darling girl ^.^

I do meant what I said though.

I really feel that I am a failure as part of the sisters.

Still remember the starting time when I always smses you to find out about your school life.

Then soon it became zero messages.

I felt so lost and ignorant about what is happening to you people.

I felt so guilty that when you all were down I wasn't there to listen to you people.

In some way is just so different can?

I had not been in contact with Noel and Sandhya for some time too.

Even if I am online I had not been msn-ing with you people.

Haix... complete failure la.

Well, at least blogging is one way to stay in contact with you all.

I swear I will not close down my blog even if I don't enter a post.

I want the tagboard to be a way of contact with you people.

Time is a factor that draw us apart but I learn one thing yesterday.

Distance by heart is real distance but distance by sight is not a distance.

So no matter where we study or live, is not a factor of concern.

So long that in my heart I can oversee the distance can le.

Will be meeting up soon right?

After our exam do our after exam activities like we always did ^.^

Hahax...

Well, shipment in process. Journey there need another 18 mins.

Yeah, by 12am I will be just fine as promised.

Projects are almost over.

Exam, are coming too so I shall have to burn midnight oil the few days before each exam paper bah.

As always^.^

Hahax....

I have not done anything for CSA flash wor.

So gone is part of my participation marks for CSA tml.

I swear I hate CSA but it will be my stepping stone.

So I shall start finding help to teach me CSA.

Argh.....

Will be reaching in 14mins time and I need to stay focus for the turn so end here bah ^.^

Tomorrow will be the old me that everyone know ^.^

2008-07-31T21:59:00.000-07:00

Warning: Some images that might that some time to load ^.^

24- 7 -2008 (POM presentation):
Attire for that day was semi-formal and see the lovely classmate of mine ^.^

Everyone except for two in semi-formal. Colourful right?

With our new POM teacher!!!

The group of guys after the class photo taking.
They are doing sth very......... See for yourselve bah. :)

Back track to photos taken on Chris birthday (7-7-08):

Well, taken at level one in front of the lab. ( not all again !)

Caught on camera without knowing. Hahax...
Was actually seeing how they take another piece of cake to smashed Chris ^>^

My groupmates and the Jonas family.
HAhax...

Hahax...
Sorry for being so lazy to type wor.
Pictures tell a million words can?
Well, some update bah.(then might be MIA for some time)
School is getting better le.
Project are clearing with the last one due next Tue.
Then will be my last presentation the following after next Mon.
Woohoo ^.^
Lecture are clearing too.
Which means exams are coming.
If you know me well, I will only study at the very last min and go unprepared so well.
I can't helped it too wor.
Too early study just can't be stored inside my brainy brain.
HAhax....

7 weeks of holiday up ahead.
Can't wait for it wor.
Wanna meet my girls so much la.
My laughter pills.

Well, today was D-Day for me.
I swear I hate D- Day.
It totally sucks.
I don't want anymore D- Day can?
Haix....
Anyway had some fun with my classmate and group mates today.
Sad that Shu Kai not around but will surely not missed her out de.
I super love my classmate.
A funny load.
Library is filled with our voice and is our gathering area? (opps!)
Hahax....
Had some fun with them wor.
Lovely wor.
And, I will not forget all those things that happen between my group in the project room.
Hahax....
With such a class around, you will never know what is bored wor.

Lastly, I received complain from my group mate that I said credit them but never.
Ok now I shall credit u people can?
Hahax...
Well, Many Thanks to the following people :
Alphonse, Alden, Vinncent and Shu Kai.
Hahax...
My lovely group that I never failed to crap with me ^.^
Hahax....
Well, shall end here le. Wanna do all my thing and turn in real soon if possible.
12 am is a scary day tonight.
Many people had started burning incense paper le.
How long had it been since I really last cried on this day due to fear?
HAHax....
I am now proud to say I had grown up le ^.^

2008-07-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

I am to lazy to tell every detail of those time that I did not blog.
So let me use photos to fill you in ^.^

First up is day home with my girls.
Long time never see Noel le.
As for LK i dont miss u that uch wor.
Hahax...

Then wed (23-7-08) :
No lecture as it is E-learning and I went out.
Went Toa Payoh then to Pasir Ris wor.
Day out with my siblings.
Celebrate Bro birthday mah.

At Sakura International Buffet (downtown) :

Camwhoring time:

Love them lots wor ^.^ Hahax

Best siblings ever.

P.s: I am 17 la. So people stop thinking I am still Secondary School can? So disappointing lor!!!!

2008-07-23T11:35:00.000-07:00

Finally have the time to do some update.
Three project cleared and one more to go.
Yeah I am really busy as this semester is ending soon.
National Day is also coming.
Not in the mood yet la.
Hahax....
First presentation on monday was scary la.
I forget that actually the lab is open window which means that other class can see what our class is doing.
I saw some faces watching us when we were presenting and I screw up everything la.
I forget what I was suppose to say and say everything in a mess la.
It was just bad can?
Nevertheless I think we did well enough la.
My group being the first group seems to have set a very high standard la.
Most importantly must credit my group members for the good work.
Hahax....
Tomorrow is another presentation which I will be more afraid as is really one that we actually have to do role play and I came out with stupid ideas? >.<
Hahax.... too bad bah.
Lolx....
Anyway I think it will be better than monday presentation bah.
Oh well, can anyone just tell me one topic to talk about for my commskill?
I need to spend 3 mins talking to the whole class about a topic.
Is lame la but who cares?
Hmm... shall continue to do my project now le.
Hahax....

2008-07-18T22:03:00.000-07:00

Well, trying to blog a little before I start to clear what I have on hand now.
Good news is that Two project is cleared and two more to go.
Really have some doubts about things but I think I will be able to figure it out soon.
Tomorrow got more work to do and people I think I was so foolish la.
Hahax....
Enough of all those sudden swing.
I need to start focusing on my studies le.
Next monday have two test?
Yew..... Hate exam and test aplenty.
Two presentation up next and I want to get it over real soon.
No fear right?
Meet up with my girls on wednesday was great la.
When will the whole gang be out?
People I will be more free after project so date me out for coffee talk wor.
And Noel dun think so much bah.
You always have us de.
Today talk with Chew was a little sad to hear it.
Well, ignore those idiot bah.
You can always come find me during break like how we always meet up during break.
You can pull LK along too de.
Hahax....
Shall end here le.
Need to go do a whole lots of things including house chore!!!!

2008-07-15T00:02:00.000-07:00

I am very tired after doing my project.
SEriously, I think project is one great pain.
The reason is that I am lacking sleep and can't concentrate during lecture and tutorial.
Well, maybe is time for me to real get everything in place so that I can really put in some effort for mon test.
Argh.
I wanted so much to blog about my darlings again.
however, I think I need to rest more instead.
Tml 10 am got motivational talk and is like........ ( fill in the blank )
Dear girls, I will try to make it out for u ppl after everything is done ok?
I miss you people as much as u all miss me.
No distance is too far for us.
Dun forget and NOEL u are not suppose to be emo again.
Remember that you had board on the boat that lead to Elmo land^.^
Night people ( no should be morning ppl ^.^)

2008-07-13T22:00:00.000-07:00

Back again after ONE BLOG JUMP!!!!
I went emo again.
But still happy after reading this ^.^
"i though i'll change my life. but i dun seems to be happening in this case.
getting sick of school in first 2 year, it make me feel worthless going school for next 2 year.
i get sick of going to school
i dun get much friend too.
i stop going together with my sec 1&2 friend.
feel left out.
have a silent quarrel with jas which i also dunno what had happen
i know some might be adding salt.
but i wanna say thankyou agnes.
thanks for trying to patch us up.
u rules.
i always have no chance to say thank to u.
i sucess.
we talk. but not as close as before.
being a loner in recess during a period of time.
the time where i feel that time had just stop.
how i wish it move faster.
till then my sis' came
i found the friend where i can confine my trust and everything to them
i think i should post their name here.
Aihui, Leekiang and Sandhya.
at that time was already may.
how fast my loner life pass.
if they didn't approach me, i would still be a loner by then.
trust and promise in them was safe.
its like i've found a house/family that's in school.
i can confine them with my worry and its keep secretly.
they are those few that gain my trust.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!
WE ARE HOUGANG GANG !!!
sec4, being close to siyun thru geography class and follow up,
friendship with jas are much more stable and i know minyi after that.
JAS, SiYun and MinYi
they are the sengkang gang.
being close to them, i spend most of my emo-ing period before o lvl with them.
and i remember i have my emo-ing from march to after o.mid nov.
i know all the sister, aihui, leekiang, sandhya, jas, siyun and minyi have a tough time with me when i'm emoing in night study and mother tongue class.
we always went outside and sing chinese song.
and minyi, i miss ZAIZAI the book.
and YEZI!!
a tough time indeed,
if nt all those i've gone through, i might not be able to find all the friend.
i treasure them and i wun let anything happen to them i swear.!"
Noel I that period of time was our happiers day.
I will never forget all that .
I remember how we end up outside of class during chinese lesson.
I don't really remember how we got so close but all I remember is that all 7 of us will always stay together.

second blog jump.(siyun)
Well, I may not really know what is happening but dar u must JY wor.
You never failed as a good daughter so don't worry.
Don't give urself too much stress.
Study real hard this time round.
Hope to hear good news from you next JAN ok?

Third blog jump ( Lk)
I see u every now and then but u never failed to show me how careless u were.
All those silly act of you.
Felt sorry for that guy too but LK dun feel guilty.
You were ignorance of it.
Don't hold it to your heart.

Forth blog jump ( Sandhya)
Sandy what happen?
"I LOOK HAPPY AND WOULD LAUGHIN ON THE SURFACE BUT UNDERNEATH THIS ACT..IM SOO CRUSHED TAT IF A BLOW SORROW COMES I MAY JUST END UP HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN....I DUN NOE Y THERE ARE SOO MANY COMPLICATIONS IN MY LIFE..MAY GOD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON THE CURSE OF A LIFE..."
Don't feel like that.
Life have it challenge and I know u always is able to do it.
I will still be your pillar of support as usual.
Confide in us if possible.
We will never let u remain on a stranded island.

I need to do other things le.
Blog jump again soon.
Girls, no matter what hang in there.
You will still be on a bumpy ride ahead but we will be together on it.
I don't wish to see u ppl getting so disappointed.
I admit I do get disappointed over life too.
however, I really wished that everything will goes well for u ppl.
We can't turn back time.
Unlike the past whereby we always appear in front of each other in times of trouble.
Distance between us post a challenge but I will not give up.
I won't hesitate to dive down to pull u ppl up from the freezing river even if I could not swim.
Don't give up.
Whatever that comes ur way I believe u ppl will be able to make it.
You all never failed to cheer me up when I am down.
Never failed to stand by me when I just wanted time to myself.
Now, I just wanna tell u ppl that I will stand by everyone of u and brave all challenge with u ppl whenever possible.
No silly thoughts allowed.
No more emo ward.
I had teared down the place.
hop on to the boat that head to elmo land.
Elmo land is a happy land.
Introduce to u the captain : Eng Ai Hui
Crew/ passenger : Si Yun, Sandy, Noel & LK.
Anyone also welcomed.

^.^
with love
aihui
10.33 pm

2008-07-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

It's empty.
Well, just a quick post.
Don't really feel well.
School had been real hectic.
How much I wished is vacation again.
Test, exams and project due date are nearing.
I really find it so tiring.
I had not done much except for my project.
Argh, then I will be having my first presentation next thursday.
Can anyone think how scared I am?
I can't even imagine that day.
I wished it was never here.
I don't even know what I wanna wear that day and make-up?
I'm not sure!!!!!
Many things happen lately but I don't wish to elaborate.
Happy and disappointing things.
For some reason I just felt lost the whole day.
I never wished for that day to happen again.
I wasn't myself the whole day.
Everything just went wrong.
Nevertheless there are days where I just smile my way through so is even right?
Haix.... I have many things to do.
They just seems never-ending.

There are time when things seems so simple but right inside are password protected.
Is just seems so complicated.
I really just wished that it will all be over.

Many things is happening.
Too sudden that I think I am exploding.
Maybe that is why I always get so hot-tempered lately.
Sorry people.
I don't really mean it.
Am I really slow to adapting?
I am not sure but there is still a window between.
Is it just my imaginary?
I do not know.
I think I should simply forget everything now and take a good rest.

Shall end here now.
Hereby wanna say Sorry to my darling girls.
I am too busy and tired to send regards to you people.
Do let me know how are you people every now and then wor.
Will try to meet up real soon after everything is over.
For now I shall just keep moving on.

2008-07-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

Eng Ai Hui is really tired like the panda.

Oh great, is already a wednesday ^>^

How long had I been missing again?

Not long this time right?

Had been kind of busy recently and the weeks to come.

So I might be away till I am free ^.^

Anyway a little update about myself.

Been trying to rush project recently that I had been coming home only about 7-8 pm each day.

Yeah, hectic life.

But I dont mind since we all have our fun. Hahax...

Hmmm... As for result.

Another surprise bah.

My third A^.^

Was really unexpected because I know the last qns 15mrk I will get wrong but still could do so well.

Anyway I really have no idea of how to maintain marks bah.

I hate anything to do with memory la.

If you know me well, you would had know how much I hate to memories things.

I like things that can be applied easily not just by memorising.

Argh.

Anyway I am really tired now.

Wished to get some rest le.

2008-06-30T12:51:00.000-07:00

Hmm, in school now blogging.
One more hr to Commskill.
And I am super happy because ytd so many of my friends helped me.
YEah, in my survey project.
Hahax...
Can u imagine a world of friends just saying sure?
Hahax....
Anyway I collected 15 le.
The rest haven send to me or say they will give me soon.
Anyway I still need to work hard.
I cant have a C again for commskill la.
Help me people ^.^
Hahax...
Oh yesterday was totally crap la.
Shall not elaborate.
Just that is a bad day but learn something new too.
I need to chiong my project soon.
All have one thing in common ( Deadline : 21 July 2008 )
Which mean I am left with only three weeks to complete.
Anyway half way through for most.
With one not even started.
Hahax...
I ask teacher and bad news.
CSA no open book test.
This means that I have to start killing brain cells after my project and presentation.
Argh, I hate CSA.

I miss my girls so much la.
When is our next meet up?
Everyone is busy that is hard for coffee talk.
Haix...
More to say but shall end here to get a break.
Hopefully I will be rejuvenated after that for lesson.
Hahax...
Sweet Day people^.^

2008-06-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

I had been missing for some time i guess.
Yeah people. School started and everything back to square one.
Nonetheless i love the day spend with my classmate.
Hahax... especially my lovely group mate.
I guess I had been more positive le.
The best of all is my willingness to take the first step.
I did and I really don't know what to say.
Share my happiness people. ^.^
Got back my result for mid-sem already.
I was really surprise because I never expect myself to get A for POM.
If you ever read my blog you would had know how much I hated the subject.
Hahax...
BA was not much of surprise because I like figures so like not really happy or what.
Left with Microecons.
It would had been great if I could get another A.
I got a C for my commskill but I super happy.
Reason being that is my first time passing english.
Yeah....
So this sem would be mainly focusing on my project.
I am glad that till now I have no problem with my lecture except for csa.
I think I will need to attend lecture for csa already.
Reason being that I don't understand a thing.
I had been missing three lecture and yeah I am lost.
I hate anything to do with the computer but I will do my best.
I don't want to repeat any of the subject again.

Oh I really wanted to thanks those people around me for the care.
I am feeling better now.
I think is time to grow up and take things more easily.
Anyway really a big thanks from me to you people.
Hahax....

I think i shall end this post soon.
Before I go off I want to advice Lk to buck up.
No more of those marks!!!
Must show me better result next time round.
I also wanna thanks my close to 100 marks friend for pei-ing me during my break.
Hahax...
Life will never be the same without them.
Anyway I need to handle some problem and find out solution.
Need back up plan B so shall end here.

Take care people, I will update real soon again?
Hahax...

2008-06-21T18:25:00.000-07:00

Shall make a quick post before i have my family dinner outside.
Hahax...
Shall i cry or laugh since my holiday is ending in a day time.
Imagine that I have to wake up early and end sch late.
NOOOOOO!!!!
I cant wake up so early la.
I got so used to the two weeks of late night sleep and waking up around 10-11 am.
How would i possibly wake up so early for sch?
Haix...
On the other hand, I missed my lovely day in sch with a class of joker.
Hahax...
They always give me a good laugh to start off my day.
Hmm...
So people should i laugh or should i cry?

Anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE!!!!
She is my first poly classmate.
Hahax...

School is starting but I am still so hooked on maple.
Need time to adapt back to school life.
Time for a tough fight again.
Have to adapt to studies and environment again.
Man i hated it.
Anyway I wonder how my new POM tutor will be like.
Is a she.
Hope she would be able to make me fall in love with POM.
Seriously i hate the subject like hell.
I don't even understand a single shit of it.
Is like purely memorising nia.
How to even love it?
Argh...
I need to get change le.
So see you people real soon.
Enjoy the last bit of it.
Sandhya let me know when you are back.
Missed much wor!!!

2008-06-19T16:03:00.000-07:00

People i am back!!
Been missing for some time le.
I was actually mapling ( E world ) and slacking la.
Too lazy to post.
Hahax...
Anyway holiday is ending soon and i am proud to say that I am almost done with my work.
The first time i actually complete my work before school start.
No need for those copying of work.
Actually also can't copy.
Anyway I am happy la.
Improvement i made ^.^

My grandpa is on holiday and will only be back on mon ?
Hahax... I also don't know.
Will be accompanying my grandma for the few days.

School start and life will be more torturous.
I did no revision this hoilday.
I was doing work known as slacking.
How?
POM, CSA are a headache to me!!!!
At least i understand acct and econs.
Now shall prepare for a hard time ahead.
Ppl can give me any suggestion on how to teach students that will never listen to you?
I need help badly to ensure that that student can pass with at least a B.
Anyway i need to do housework le.
Shall update again when i free and enjoy the last bit of your holiday wor.

I guess is time to accept the fact. People changes so fast that i do not feel that kind of closeness anymore. ( Bye my friends )

2008-06-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

Woohoo... Holiday and I feel so stress la.
Had been doing housework the whole day la.
Imagine how my holiday are spend?
So boring right?
hehex...
Still have projects to do.
The best part is, I started none!!!
Hahax...
Great isn't it?
Relax is only the first day of my two weeks holiday.
School reopen will die so shall enjoy now.
Hmm, as for my previous post right.
Just ignore bah cuz really is rubbish.
Hahax... but Yun no worries abt what will happen.
Forcing will only one miserable.
Shall end here for my show le '黑糖玛奇朵'
Episode 3!!!! Hahax..
Not forgeting my ' Honey and Clover' episode 3 too
See ya ^.^

2008-06-09T00:48:00.000-07:00

On the same night just 2 hrs difference, i am here to blog again.
Yeah people is again.
I am on to the second episode now.
Super nice but loading is irritating.
Went blog jumping and I start feeling a little empty.
I really hate my life now.
Is not at all like drama neither is it anyway near reallity.
Is utterly rubbish!!!
I have friends around me, I have family beside me and I have myself to be.
Yet everything seems so wierd.
I dont really get it.
Why do I have to always struggle?
I wished I was like many of my friends who do not have to be so worried.
I wished I was like them to be able to do things without much cause of concern.
I hate myself for being so weak on the inside.
I can go around helping others but not myself.
I encourage them without being able to do it myself.
I failed.
I go around being so happy everyday trying so hard to bring happiness to myself.
Yet I wasn't really that happy.
I failed again.
I started telling lots of lies just to be a part and no one knows or they just don't say.
I failed again.
What lies in my life are black and white ???(question marks)
I really don't get it.
Being really anti-social is already a big problem but now...
I really dunno what to say.
I read Mag blog and notice what she said is true.
I have no talent, no skills, anti and many more.
What I do have is a pair of listening ears and a soft heart.
Nothing else.
Fanciful life is a no no.

Well, just ignore this post bah.
I always get so emotional at night and now, I think I am getting scared of the dark.
I am just feeling so tired of putting everything in my heart.
Just wished to blunt out sth.
Hmm, shall end here and turn in.
People enjoy the two weeks of rest.^.^

2008-06-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

Waiting for my video to load in internet explorer.
Now using mozilla firefox to blog.
The term break started and two week of project and house chore to be done.
Woohoo...
Today is duan wu jie.
Which means that we have to eat dumpling.
Hahax...
I ate nuts of it today because I had two yesterday.
So i am not eating it today. ( I do not want to suffer from indigestion)
Haha...
Hmm... Today was boring indeed.
Sunday are getting more dull now.
Lesser people are going to my grandma house.
Haix...
Think I shall start thinking of activity to do on sunday.
I really hate idling around.
haix... Bored la.

Anyway I suppose u all had caught the advertisement on mediacorp on the little boy toy being cut.
Well, what do you all think about it?
It had been a commotion lately because you could hear people talking about it.
Personally I think it is a hard drive of message.
As in I think that they are trying to use graphic to show the seriousness of environmental problem.
The first time I saw it I was puzzled and a little scared.
Soon I saw the news and got the real meaning of it.
Then I understand and accept the horror graphic.
Well, I cant comment much on it too but I really hope it prove efficient.
You always hear and see so much of this issue but do you really make an effort to do your part?
I would say I did try to but some time laziness just get in my way.
So I think it done work well for me la.
At least I tried to help our future generation.

On a lighter note I think I had change.
People who know me long should notice.
Good or bad I am not sure but people do fill me in.
I really hope for a better me.
Sorry if I had done anything wrong or rude.
Do pardon me and let me know.
I promise to change.

Anyway people I wanna end here now.
My show had load finish le.
Is really hilarious!
Do watch is a taiwan drama '黑糖玛奇朵'
Enjoy the long week ahead ^.^

2008-06-05T22:20:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day and I shall declare myself holiday.
Woohoo...
Is June 5 today which means is Alex Kor birthday.
Hahax....
Wished him around 12 am? Hahax...
I dunno too but anyway kor happy birthday wor.
hahax....
Being in the sch for 6 weeks?
Yeah I surpose I had learn many new things.
Along with my classmate who actually brought so much laughter into my everyday life.
Hectic it might seen but is not without its fun.
Hahax....
Some photos to share.

This is my lovely class (not all though)

Next one was grab from hafizah^.^

this is actually Mr Mole..
Saw him today and he say we should not fail his test.
Oh well, I did nt screw up the paper today so yeah.
But I admit I am not really sure with the SWOT analysis.
Overall is still easier than expected.
Hahax...

I need to find some way to clear all the project wor.
So ma fan.
One of my group member is abt to finish le.
WTH!!! I haven touch it sia.
OMG....
Anyway now that I talk about my group, let me share some inside stories.
Hahax...
As you people know, My english barely make the mark at all.
To pass is already something impressive.
YEah.
I pass my commskills with a 30 + marks.
I was so super happy la.
Then I got to know that my whole group got 40+
Then I was like so super sian la.
Cuz I did the worse sia.
The only one in the group who score that marks.
Hahax...
At least there is improvement mah.

Well,

So shall move on and get ready for a more hectic sem 1.2
HAhax...
Shall end here le.
Meeting dearies tml to collect our cert.
Hahax...
Cant wait to see her.
Have not seen her for like ages. (only few months)

2008-05-21T15:51:00.000-07:00

Woohooo, I am 17!!!!!!!!

Hahax...

Yesterday was MY BDAE!!!!

HAhax....

It is also Nurul & Alvin Tan birthday.

HAhax....

Happy like hell.

Well, the first one to wish me happy birthday was Sandy darling!!!

Hahax...

The other caught me by surprise is my kor, Hahax...

He rmb my bdae.
Lolx...

Then was my kangaroo friend hahax...( u will know later )

And followed by Alden from my class.

hahax...

Then was Siyun n Noel.

Hehex....

I love my darlings girls n friends around me la.

Oh, still hv wor:
LP, Meifeng jie, Wee Kiat, Shu Hui n many others who wished me Happy Bdae.

Sry too lazy to name all.

HAhax...

Worst is some i forgot theirs name(opps!)
Hahax...

Oh bdae present nt much la cuz we are all seperated le.

But wishes are here so is like very happy le.

Hehex....

First to give me is my beloved sis wor.

Hahax...

A new Wallet!!!

Hahax...

Then it was the above ans.

U know by who le bah?

Hahax...

Cute right?
Her first time doing it wor.

Lolx...

Photos by her too cuz phone dunno why cant upload.

This is wat she did to it too...

HAhax...

LK u r disclosed!!!!

Hahax...

N Noel found it disgusting.

Hahax...

hehex...

I also gt a card from Shu Kai of my class wor.

hahax...

Hao you man tian xia.

lolx...

Hehex...

PPL so i m gonna say one thing!

Yeah this is wat i wanna say!!!

Hahax....

Oh i found this in my com.

Done by me when we went to get my bdae present.

Hahax...

Is at Delifrance la.

Is e combination of Wasabi magyonise , butter , pepper and salt.

Hahax...

Done by me wor. Lolx...

Hahax....

Back to research le la.

Things too many le la.

Left with project to be done tml.

And HWWWWWWW......

2008-05-19T13:47:00.000-07:00

I had been away for a long time le.
Busy is all I can say.
Taking a rest off from homeworking.
Hahax...
Just completed my APEL1 personaility test.
It took me hrs to complete la.
So lengthy. Hahax....
Then now was suppose to be doing commskill research but nah.
I am tired n hv no idea how to go abt doing it.
So here i m to DISTRESS!!!!!
Hahax...
Commskill test is this THURS!!!!
Lolx...
Last min work by me again!!!!
Hahax...
Got so used to it le la.
Still gt many hw to complete wor.
Dying soon le.
Shall use WED to chiong my hw.
Yeah is CHIONG!!!!
Hahax...
Cuz is e-learning week which mean no sch sia.
Hahax....
But still gt project to do ppl.
I think is super duper de hectic la.
Hahax...
But POM project is half done le.
Yeah for real sia.
Hahax....
Thanks to them tt make my life more easy.
HAhax...
I hv two walking dictionary in my grp.
I swear i hate e fact tt my language sux~!
Cuz is like argh!!!!
Hahax....
But they are still cute la. Lolx...
Just tt i need to improve on my language to be on par with them.
And i suppose it needs like yrs to do so.
Hahax...
This lead me to think how I will be able to pass my commskill test this thur?
My gramma sure pull me down again n my content is nvr fantastic.
This is my weakness sia.
Hahax....
But watever bah, i just do my best can le.
YAHoo..... Hahax...

Hmm... Tml I will be advancing again.
Yeah, Is my 17 bdae wor.
So I hope it would be a brand new me cuz I am older by one yr le.
Hahax....
But i oni hv one wish tt is everyone to be safe and happy la.
Nth else matters le.
Hahax....

Shall end here le cuz I think the weather is driving me crazy.!!!! Hahax...

2008-05-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

Long time nvr post le.
Yeah, now tt sch had started and is like going one mth le.
Things are expected to start piling up.
No need say u all also noe.
HW!!!! PROJECT!!!!
Woohoo...
And yeah, i m now tied up with all this la.
Rawr!!!!
Hahax....
Lecture n tutorial had been going on fine.
I no longer slp in any lesson.
Woohoo...
Indeed is very tired but i think i get e groove le.
Hahax...
When everyone love to see at e back for lecture, i love e front man.
Cuz i dare nt talk n slp.
Best of all is can ask lecturer qns.
Lolx...
I think is like crap la cuz i dun catch econs at all.
Argh, Who wanna teach me econs?
Hahax....
CSA n Commskill exam coming up le.
And i m gonna share one gd news man.
My prin mgt tutor gonna change!!!!!
Hahax....
So it means more interesting tutorial?
Lolx... Cuz he seldom go through e mcq qns de.
Lolx...
I think i m bad but most tutorial is boring.
Hahax....
Most boring rating : Commskill
Prin mgt
CSA
Econs
Least boring rating :Appel

Told u i m bad!!!! Hahax...
I dun understand econs but i like my care person teaching.
So is like super nice la.
Appel also teach by him so one word' Fun'.
Commskill teacher is gd but i think is like eng class so is boring.
Prin mgt was e next one n i really think is a boring sub.
CSA was ok cuz learning new thing^.^
HAhax.....
That's my little rating la.
Lolx...
Oh, i m like slacking now sia.
Hahax...
Lolx....
Cuz i did nt do any hw oni my project lor.
Hahax....

Side news:
My grp is like funny ppl man.
Hahax....
Every prin mgt tutorial i keep laughing de.
Cuz we dun need discuss also gt ans then we can chat.
Hahax....
I found otu so many thing sia.
Hahax....
But overall rating for my grp is ' Woohoo'
Hahax....

Then there is many rumors tooo.
But ppl is nt true la so yeah.
Dun say abt it le la.
Hahax....

I think i m getting along with everyone le.
So glad wor.
Hahax....

Oh, thanks YUN dar for consolling me in e morning.
THanks so much.
Hahax....
Our mission is to :...... For us to know nia...
Hahax...
Oh, when is e next coffee talk darlings?
Hahax.... Do let me know wor.

My lappy, lappy :(
5 more days to a brand new start!!!!!

2008-05-07T21:37:00.000-07:00

I'm in a super high mood now ^.^
Hahax...
WAs back from coffee talk with my clique (darlings)
Went CP at 5 plus to meet my darlings.
Super happy la.
SAd cuz SAndy was nt able to make it.
Be sure to be there for next coffee talk girl ^.^
HAhax...
LK was LATE!!!!
Everyone waited for her la.
Hahax...
Chat for a while then go home le.
Cuz everyone gt sth on la.
But is like so rare that we could just talk all e way ^.^
I love them lots la.
Laughter everywhere la.
Oh....
I Saw, SHERINE la!!!
Hahax...
Lolx....
Girl u slim down le la.
Nt fat anymore le la so be more happy la ^.^
Hahax...
Anyway, gonna turn in soon le cuz need to study early tml.
Lolx...

2008-05-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

He is so cute la. Lolx....

I m back to vent everything out la.
Nt everything but wat i wanna say la.
Argh, I wanna give up man.
I dun catch any balls of sch work.
I cant maintian relationship with friends.
I dun get along with my class.
I dun seems to be bothered.
I hv a bad attitude.
Argh, Wat else u could name?
I dunno why but wat e hell is happening?
I m so tired now but i still wanna blog.
Cuz i think i m sick n tired le.
I cant be e old me n i cant like e new me.
Is soooooo irritating la.
I dunno why la.
I could jolly well understand if ppl dun like to be with me.
I swear i do.
Haix....
I think i really need to like go find wat i really wanna do.
I feel so lost again la.
Haix.... Everything is wrong.
I made a wrong friend n now i feel so lost.
Is like wth la.
Nth seems to go smooth.
Adapting is so hard la.
I wanna just give it all up.
I swear i do.
Dun ask me why le.
Dun ask me wat happen anymore.
Is nt of much help.
Just let me live in illusion bah.
I m getting emo more often le.
I think i do.
Is like i wanna just shout la.
Gonna release stress tml le.
So gonna just go slp now.

Sry to ppl who sms me n i did nt reply.
I hv to limit my sms usage till 10-5-08 cuz it has exceeded le la.
Thus i can oni reply impt msg.
4 more days to go so ppl endure with me too wor ^>^
Hahax....
If gt impt de can call me then call me instead bah.
Thanks ^.^
Night ppl!!!

Is nvr e same again.

I need ice cream!!! The weather is tooo warm!!!

2008-05-06T19:06:00.000-07:00

I'm back but in a bad mood.
I swear i am.
Being happy is just a lie to start with la.
I dunno why but is it bcuz i m really those type of ppl who can never get along with anyone?
Haix.... I dunno why but it seems like each n every classmate gt clique la.
Haix.... I really dun wanna comment on it le la.
Why aren't i in e same class as my best bud?
Then i will never get all this problem la.
Is just that i just dun get it la.
Is like who e hell know la?
Haix....
I hate it la.
I dunno wat e hell is going on la.
I just wanna like mingle with them la but i cant!!!!
Haix....
Seems wierd right?
I had nvr really talk abt all this type of things in my blog.
Cuz i kept a diary la so i dun wish to offence anyone.
But i think i am changing le. So i also dunno.
ppl, maybe i will never be back to e old me le.

Anyway i bought my concession today at 55 bucks ( $52 for concession n $3 for deposit )
So i'm broke now la :( Boohoohoo )
So u see la.
Anyway lesson today was ok la.
Apel was like nt bad la.
Econs was like catch no balls sia.
Lec can slp lor.
But tutorial was e best.
My CP cum my tutor for econs teach damn well la.
I understand wat he say sia.
Hahax...
But it was also sad la.
Cuz i had to form another grp with ppl la.
Haix...
Shall nt expain le la.
Anyway shall just work with others bah.
Who cares le right?
One yr then gonna seperate again?
Haix... super sad la.
Then went for another lec n home sweet home.
Tired la.
Ohh... N i hv like 5 miss call man.
Lolx...
Sry wor cuz i in lec mah.
Hahax...

HAix....
Well, yun, noel , LK, Sandy , Jas I miss uppl like carzy la.
I keep seeing minyi so hahax...
But NLK, u had better surrender urself hor.
If nt i fried u up for a gd meal sia.
Haahx....
U guys r my happy pills la.
Thanks for all e encouragement ppl ^.^

Gonna makan le. So see ya ^.^

2008-05-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

Ppl i m like back again ^.^
Hw is nvr ending de la.
Now gonna slack first.
Hahax...

In super high mood today cuz i m super happy la.
No more swinging le.
Best of all, i found out tt i just need to smile everyday n everything will be better ^.^
Hahax... seems like nth is giving me problem le.
Yeah, so my BFF, I m fine le.
Thanks so much for all ur concerns la.
Is so sweet of u ppl tt i wanna like just give u ppl a hug sia.
HAhax....
I m like still waiting for a day out.
Busy aren't we?
Since sch start i hv yet to see many of u wor.
So miss u ppl la !
Hahax...

Lets fill u in with wat i did today^.^
Hehex... I am just tired to wake up so early in e morning la.
Hahax...
I am just lazy la.
Hahax...
Long day yeah?
Hoohohoho....
CSA lab was alright.
Learn many things wor.
HAhax...
Happy but bored in some way ^.^
Then was break.
Met up with Chew again la.
Break time is like craping time la.
He chat with me like anything under e sun n we discuss on many things man.
Life is so great to b with old friends la.
Hahax....
Nth seems to gonna replace tis strong friendship we had since pri sch sia.
Hahax...
Then was commskill.
Yeah i wasn't listening again la.
Gonna like do well n dun need attend e tutorial le la.
Super bored de la.
Everytime also wanna slp.
OMG la, Then is like written test coming le la.
Sian ar!!!!
Hahax...
Straight after tt was prin mgt tutorial la.
Woohoo...
Is like super funny la.
I laugh e whole lesson la.
Lolx...
My grp of funny ppl lor.
Hahax...
Gt one person who practically talk crap la.
Then gt one like super guai de la.
Guai till i cannot explain man.
Lolx...
He reads newspaper and he is street directory cum walking dictionary la.
Lolx...
Hahax....
And things are getting better la ^.^
Oh...
LKLK i gonna get u killed one day man.
How come u Pang Seh me again?
Argh...
Hahax....
Anyway tell me ur timetable n if possible meet during break for a long chat k?
Hahax...
After lesson is home sweet home la.
Went home with Chew again.
Hahax...
That's y i say old pals are e best la.
Somemore we live so near oni ^.^
Hehex...
But still wanna say a million thanks to him la.
Without him i think i will be like so lost in sch lor.
Hahax...
Lolx...
And he waited another hr for my lesson to end lor.
Woohoo, could u like imagine it?
Hahax....
On e way home is crapping again.
Ohh yeah, gd luck to u man.
Same grp as her.
Sure to hv lots of interesting stories to share la.
Hahax....
That's abt it ppl, wanna like go do housework le.
Shall blog again real soon la.

I see a rainbow again n is super nice!!!!

2008-05-03T00:47:00.000-07:00

Woohoo.... Super happy now la.
Cuz i finally I say FINALLY completed my CSA research and is like lame shit.
Hahax...
I took like three hours to do one page de research la.
Oh my tian la.
Cum 1-5-08 i spend the whole afternoon trying to figure it out man.
Lolx... Hahax... Watever bah.
Anyway cleared it le so left with tutorials to do.
Oh my god la why do we hv so much work to do?
Poly aren't relaxing la.
Hahax.. I m really deprived of my sleep!!!
I swear is true la.
Cuz hahax... i still haven gt back to sleeping early and waking up early la.
I dun think i need to anyway cuz when project start i will certainly nt be able to hv my sleep sia.
Hahax... Ohh, n i was like blog jumping n chatting on msn with my friends la.
I realise i wasnt observance enough la.
My friend say they saw me n i swear i did nt see them la.
Then how m i suppose to like say hi?
Hahax...
I think i really need to observe my surrounding well la.
Hahax...
Bump into anyone then can like say hi.
Hahax...
I nt rude la just tt i really nvr see u ppl la.
I short mah n u all like so tall lor.
Hahax... Oh well, shall like end here le la.
Too late le Mum wanna me turn in le since i hv completed my work(CSA).
Hahax...
Super high now man ^.^

To my sweetie girls la.
No worries for me bah.
I will try my best to do it de ^>^
Give me some time bah.
I'll be sure to brave through any thing tt comes my way.
I hv e poor ppl nvr say die spirit so believe in me k?
Hahax...
But it was super urber sweet of u girls for ur concern la ^.^
Love u ppl so much tt i miss u ppl so much too.
Hahax...
I'll be sure for a coffee n tea session soon ^.^
Hehex....

Night ppl ( no i mean morning? )
Hahax... wateva bah is night time to me now.
Cuz i need my sleep!!!
Hahax...
Shall stop crapping le ^.^

2008-05-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

Thought of blogging now before i chiong my csa.
Ppl, i finally like working on it la.
Feel like dragging it till tml de but i later sure drag so i finally getting onto it!!!!
Hahax...
Felt so much better talking to yun .
Hehex... Sry for ranting wor.
Shall hv catching up real soon la.
Cuz i really wanna know more abt hw u ppl goin on la.
Most imptly, i miss u girls so much u know?
DIfferent sch but i think we will still be able to get together de right?
Exam would commence one mth from today.
Hahax... Glad that most sub dun hv mid-sem test la.
Woohoo.... Hehex... But hw still like so much la!!!!
Must finish prin of mgt this weekend cuz mon tutorial.
Oh my god la.
I was sleeping during lec just now la.
So i really dunno wat e hell was taught.
I really very tired la cuz nt enough slp lor!!!!
Argh, how e hell will i know wat to do?
Hahax....
Any ppl, i found out tt i m really going back to my old self.
Gd or bad i nt sure la!!!
Hahax....
Oh, n Hafizah, i really hv nth goin on with me.
So no worries k? Girl ^.^
Hahax...
Trying my best to bond with ppl.
So do help me build bond wor.
Cuz i m those type of anti-social type de la.
So.... HAhax....
And yeah, i met Chew n sotong today!!!
Hahax.... She wear until very wat n chew gave negative comment.
Hahahax... So LK must take note wor.
Hahax...
Nth beats better than hanging out with him on mon n fri la.
Can talk wateva i want man .
Lolx... And we share ans wor.
Hahax... Lolx...
Woo hoo... Old friends are e best!!!!
I understand that we cant control e change of ppl.
But we can try to keep bonds with them
Hahax... I will try my best to stay bonded with u ppl la.
So yeah.
Someone saying i slacking again.
Ok la shall end here n work on my research le la.
Hahax... So take care ppl.^.^

We cant control many things but if we put our hearts into doing, is gd enough. The outcome is nt impt.

2008-05-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

I need more happy pills!!!
Is labour day today which means a holiday.
It doesnt seems to make much of a different la.
Hw is giving me hell la.
Manage to complete part of it nia.
Still hv many to go but slacking for now first.
I suppose i am thinking too much le.
But i dunno how to explain la.
The class, e ppl or myself?
I can adapt so well to environment but nt ppl.
I really cant.
I thought i was like so protective of myself la.
I wanna make friends, i wanna get along well with ppl!!!
How?
I dunno why but is like....
Old friends are nt easy to keep, new friends are nt easy to make.
I felt so lost suddenly la.
If oni i know wat to do.
Well, maybe i shall just like study well and ignore watever it might be la.
I really just wanna be happy n smile everyday like e past.
Well, i m nt sure if i m still going out later in e noon not.
So yeah. gonna chiong my csa hw first.
Dun think can finish today so shall do it over 3 days.
Hahax...
Oh yeah, ppl try nt to sms unless impt de cuz i cant exceed again.
I m oni left with >50 to use for another 10 days.
avg= 5/day.
So yeah, can call me though ^.^
Hahax...
It will nvr exceed de. Lolx....
Shall end here le cuz wanna hv my breakfast!!!!

Plant me a lollipop garden!!!

2008-04-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

Yeah, ppl i m back.
Tml no sch so can blog at this time.
Well, one week n one day has pass and i m moving on.
I had adapt to e environment like so fast la.
But nt really adapt to new friends n classmate la.
Maybe too used to 4ea le so like cant really accept e new class la.
Go everywhere of e sch compound can see 4ea ppl.
It makes me adapt fast cuz no feelings of lost la.
But back to class really different lor.
Shall nt explain cuz will spoil everyone mood.
Before i really forget, i wanna thanks e following ppl:
Chai huat, Si Yun, Jun Rong kor and thomas kor too.
You dunno how much they mean to me la.
Make me feel so much better everyday.
HAhax...
They are my happy pills beside lollipop.
Oh n ppl i dun really eat lollipop la.
They are simply too lovely to be eaten mah.
So i merely use it as an expression.
Back to topic.
The 4 person are always there for me when i met with anything.
The best part is 3 of them actually ever pei me go sch n home when free wor.
Lolx...
Yeah, i love going to sch n home with them.
Make my journey more meaningful.
NEw friends found but old friends nt forgotten too.
Two of them are my pri sch mates till now lor.
They one kor is know him like for 2-3 years le.
And yun is my darling whom i know in my sec sch till now n we stay in contact for like at least every once a week?
Hahax...

Oh if those who are like wondering what happen to me lately?
Well, i dunno how to explain la.
But time really change ppl la .
No further elaboration le.
Cux i dun wanna hurt anyone.
Well, back to sch life bah.

2nd week(28-4-08)
Tutorial n lab session starts from this week le.
Yeah, meaning longer duration in sch.
First day of lab(CSA)
3hrs in lab learning excel.
Yeah, learning many things indeed n i hv yet to get my time drive lor.
Hahax...
NEed to get it soon.
Then had two hrs break.
My class went out for lunch but i did nt join.
I went to meet Chew in e library n ask him pei me go buy books.
Yeah, he is my best old pals sia.
Lolx...
Then buy books le we went back library n he teach me econs wor.
Thanks sia.
Studying with old friends like him always e best sia.
Hahax...
Lolx...

Need was commskill.
Tell u i damn godly la.
I sleep in class n e teacher gave me a fright when he just walk to me n ask me qns sia.
Lolx... My eyes was like close le la.
Told u is more of a sleeping class for me la.
Really lor.
HAhax...
Then next was prin mgt tutorial la.
Yeah, e whole lesson crap la.
Split into grps for project.
Shall nt say anymore bah.
Oni one person know wat i mean.
Hahax...
Well, and yeah thanks to chew wor.
He waited 1 hr for my lesson to end n pei me home la.
Hahax...
Lesson end n i went to e podium n saw him n WEn Jie la.
Woohoo sia...
Long time no meet him?
Hahax... a few days oni la.
ANd he say he was late for lec n i was like nt surprise la.
SEc sch always oversleep so hahax...
Yeah, gd luck to u now tt u still need to relearn A Maths.
Heard it was more difficult sia.
Hahax....
Oh b4 i forgot, i saw my pri sch friend Bao Yi too.
Lolx.. same course different class lor.
Hahax... Cool la.
Long lost friend sia.

Then is like today(29-4-08)
Meet them as usual la.
Saw many ppl today la.
Hahax... Reach sch alone today la.
Lolx... Meet YEn Ling n e other netball girls frm Punggol pri wor.
Lolx...
So long le she still hv impression.
Hahax...
YEah, all in business sch sia.
Today lesson was ok.
Learn more things n i start to love Econs la.
My care person teach tutorial was like so gd la.
I understand sia.
Hahax...
Then b4 i go home when to bookshop n no ppl sia.
So i go get e remaining of e books.
HAhax....
Yeah, finish buying all le.
Lolx...
When home saw Eunice la.
Chat awhile oni.
Hahax...

Things to share la.
There is this guy in my class la.
Cuz Wendy was like saying e lollipop on my pencil case was cute la.
Then i told her i make myself de mah.
Lolx...
Then Xiangyi was like very suspicious la.
Hahax...
He took away my lollipop from my pencil case la.
Lolx...
Yeah, we did return to me la.
HE do hv a cute side.
Shall nt disclose but is a total opp of his character lor.
Lolx...
MY class hv ppl like him makes e atmosphere lively la.
Hahax...

There's many hw to do la so need to chiong tml lor.
Thur if nt wrong should be out for lunch so no time to do work.
Hahax...
Ohh i found my grp for econs le.
Yeah i very kind to let Shu Kai join Wendy they all n i find a grp myself.
Hahax....
I m ok with anything le.
Time make me matured n treasure ppl lots.

P.S: I wanna to meet my clique to share my stories n hear theirs but all so busy.
Maybe on my bdae ppl?
Treat it as my bdae gift bah.
I dun need present but u ppl to remain with me.

Lollipop for everyone.Hahax...
Smile ppl.
Live each day with happiness.
Gt any unhappiness throw to me n i will bring it away from ur colourful world.
Dun let them allowed e colours to fade.

2008-04-26T09:26:00.000-07:00

I couldn't help but yeah, i need a lollipop to make my day.
Haix...
Ytd was like complete waste of time la.
Went to interchange only meeting Shu Kai n Darren la.
Cuz Hafizah reached sch le and Wendy gt ppl fetched.
So ya, reached sch wait for e rest at e mushroom lor.
Guess who i saw?
Lolx... Is Stanley n Anthony lor.
So missed 4EA la!!!!
Hahax...
Then i saw my sotong friend next.
LK!!!!
We had nvr meet since sch start sia.
So i think must like meet in sch more often lor.
HAhax...
Her class super united la.
How i wish my class was.
Then went for lec ' bus acct 1'
Catch no balls la but i love e sub.
Dun find it boring instead very attentive?
Lolx...
Lesson end 1/2 hr early so e whole class went IIT sch to eat.
That side is air con de lor.
SO gd sia.
Hahax...
Everyone ate except me cuz my throat pain(sore).
Lolx....
3 hrs + 0.5 hrs break= 3.5 hrs break.
Therefore we decided to proceed to Safra to play pool.
We walk there sia ^.^
Wow, some of my classmate real pro la.
Hahax...
But i know how to play le.
Lolx...
Then rushed back sch for next lec.
Then at e bus stop i saw Wen Jie n Anthony again.
They end lesson le lor !!!!
Anyway, next lec was a waste of time la.
Prin mgt is completely boring.
The feel like sleeping throughout e lec la.
Hahax...
Well, how long had nt take my pen to write so many words?
Yeah, hw is like so much la.
Still need to buy books n complete all my tutorial hw la.
I dun understand how to do?
Haix...

I think we should hv a 4EA lunch together lor.
So many of us in it so wont it be great that we meet?
Lolx...

Shall hv my breakfast le.
So shall end here.
Kor if u happen to see this post.
I wont be online today la.
Wanna take more rest n gt many things to do.
Sorry.
Any hope those who are ill like me would recover soon esp JR kor wor ^.^

Colourful candies or i-pod lollipop?

2008-04-24T14:28:00.000-07:00

Yeah i m back.

Busy slacking?

Lolx....

Wed n thurs my lesson oni 1 hr n 2 hrs respectively mah.

Hahax...

Wed (23-4-08 )

Well, lec at one.

So meet e girls n a guy at 12.15.

Reached sch n yeah collected our lecture notes.

Cuz we ordered le mah.

Yeah thanks Zhi Yong for paying for us first.

And i paid him oni today(24-4-08)

A damn gd classmate of ours.

Thanks hui ting too.

We like always make them work for us.

Hahax...

Waste time go sch for 40 mins of lec.

Lolx... crap man.

Oh... same lec as Chew man.

Lolx...

Hahax... Thanks for pei-ing me take bus 27.

Sry tt u still hv to change bus after tt man.

We chatted n compare our time table. Lolx...

Although his tue no sch i still like mines best.

Hahas...

Guess wat?

Next wed e-learning so no need to sch man.

Yeah....

Oh i saw many ex- SRS ppl too.

Like Yan Ling, Stephen n many more la.

Hahax...

(24-4-08):

Almost late today!!!

Hahax...

I meet them as usual n i was early but Shu Kai even earlier la.

Hahax...

Then Hafizah came with her friend n darren came too.

So Wendy was late.

She was caught in jam la.

We waited for her till 8.30 la.

Miss three bus straight.

Well, as we will be late if we still wait.

So we board e bus n she was slowly walking over la.

So she miss e bus n took cab.

Lolx...

She reached school earlier than us la.

Hahax..

Saw Peggy, Yan Ling n Jia Hua at e mushroom man.

I so miss 4EA la.

The fun in there can never be explain in words man.

Running late le so nvr talk much.

Then went for lesson.

Oh my tian la.

Commskill 1 really sian man.

He talked n i wanna slp le.

The environment very suitable for a gd rest esp since is raining.

Hahax...

Then we e three rows went passing around paper with funny conversation.

Hahax...

Everyone is whining cuz is really very bored man.

HP to sms n everything u could try to name.

We did it man.

Lolx... ASking for breaks, chatting n even slping?

Nt too sure man.

But my ears is nt listening la!!!

Worst then English lesson la!!!!

Oh well, end class at around 10.45 n went to get my txt.
So heavy la!!! Hahax...

Home sweet home was next^.^

Tml 9-4 with 3 hrs break cuz no tutorial.

Ppl tell me wat to do?

Wat my class wanna do? Hahax...

Well, hw for e week?

- Econs tutorial ( haven touch. Maybe weekends? )
- Maybe B acct n Prin Mgt? Hahax... (Tell u tml bah cuz i haven hv e lesson yet.)

Time to do some slacking man ^.^

2008-04-22T19:45:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl i m back ^.^
Ｓｏｍｅ　ｃｕｔｅ　ｐｉｃ　ｔｏ　ｃｈｅｅｒ　ｕｐ　ｅｖｅｒｙｏｎｅｓ　ｄａｙ！
Updates:

(21-4-08)
Oh well sch stat today la.
As there is oni lecture n commskill to attend, i start sch at 2pm la.
So i meet Shu Kai, Wendy n Hafizah at Tampines interchange la.
I gt there like so damn early cuz i forget is non-peak hr so oni need less then 30 min sia.
So i went over to Century Square la.
I slack there for like 15 min n walk over to e interchange again.
Lolx... Shu kai just reached so i rush abit ^.^
Hahax...
Then wait awhile for wendy n Hafizah.
Oh, we saw Darren there too.
Hahaz... So when e two of them reached we went to sch together.
When we reach sch, saw yvonne n christ.
So we start to form bigger group lor.
Hahax...
Then we gather in e library, then went down to get our notes for B acct !.
We gt for e whole class -25 manpower.
Then head to lesson.
Is commskill today n e teacher is so funny la.
His name is yueshan. （月山）
Hahax... is true man.
Oh comm skill is really boring man.
He talk for one hour n i wanna slp le lor.
The best part was e attendence oni.
HAhax....
Lesson ended n home sweet home.

(22 april 08 )
Oh yeah, today Lec start at 1pm.
As usual e 4 of us meet at e interchange.
The bus 27 today is like super slow la.
E other side come three bus here nt even one in sight.
I waited for like 15 min la
So i was a little late.
They had all arrive n Darren was there.
Lolx...
For two days he was there.
So he kind of like so happen to arrive there at our meeting time.
Lolx...
So suppose tml will meet him too?
Haha...
Then we meet e rest at e mushroom there.
Then we go for lecture.
Today is econs n walao.
Is really like SS sia.
Hahax...
So i was like yawning too la.
Lolx....
Hahax...
Watever bah ^.^
Tml lecture 1-2 ( CSA )
Hope i understand man.
Is computer things la!!!
Need to get all my notes tml, cuz they went to order for e whole class today.
( I will died tml)

Hahax...
Ｈｍｍ．．．
Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｍｙ　ｎａｍｅ　ｎ　ｄｕｎ　ｃｈａｎｇｅ　ｍｙ　ｎａｍｅ！！！！

2008-04-19T12:56:00.000-07:00

As promise : My class 1B05 e girls in TP business shirt. ( some oni ^.^ )
From right ( anti-clockwise ): Eunice, yvonne, me, hafizah, lilian, jess,wendy,shukai .
Hahax... There is still others girls but cuz at e sports complex there super squeezy la.
So oni manage to take with them.
The photographer was Xiangyi a funny guy.

Sat (19-4-08):
I did sth so great today man.
Guess wat?
I cut my Hair!!!!
WAs pondering if i should but yeah i went for it.
It's been a long time i had a hair of this short.
Cuz i had nt cut my hair to this length for like 4-6 years.
I think it is great n like wat yun did.
She did it for a fresh start but i just did it cuz i wanted to.
No reason ^.^

This is my previous long hair.

My hair length now ^.^

Guess wat when e aunty see me?
Wow ur hair so long le!
Really wanna cut ar?
I did nt ponder but just say YES!!!!
HAhax...

Next mon start sch le.
Must really work hard le cuz i need to study econs n business accounting sia.
Completely new to it n there is this commskill 1 to attend.
OMG... How to survive?
The Careperson even tell us : " u all may nt even be able to absorb 20 % of e lecture "
Lolx....
Since he said tt, i could prepare to died le cuz i know nth abt all this.

Hmm... Shall end here le.
Wanna go do others things liao^>^

2008-04-18T20:15:00.000-07:00

Woohoo....
Today was e last day of freshman orientation.
Yeah, It was a whole day of fun.
Morning was talk by lecturer then we had some food.
Next, was to meet our care person.
Lolx... he will be teaching us econs la.
Gt our timetable.
And is stupid la!!!! Wed just need to go sch for one hr sia.
Lolx... lecture sia.
Haix....
In between on one day got 3 hrs break la.
How to survive?
The best thing was 1 week oni need to go for lecture n one tutorial.
But make no different la.
Still need to go sch everyday.
Wanna get my lappy next week!!!!
There will be a road show^.^
Hahax.....
After tt was e olympiad.
Woohoo... So fun la.
Business sch rox man ^.^
Next was e i forgot e name le.
But is some dragon boating competion la.
Hahax....
OVerall champion for e whole day is ..............
BUSINESS SCH!!!!
The forth time le.
Yeah......
Business sch rox ^.^
HAhax....
That is abt all.
Then it was TP songs n chicky dance ^.^
Not forgetting e hand sign song.
Lots of fun and TP song is sooooooooo nice ^.^
Did nt went for e jam & hop cuz too sian le.
But i suppose it will be damn fun la.
GReat thanks to our GL- lynette, WEn jie . vivian for e hard work these two days ^.^
Hahax....
Got a small pic of my class girls ( some oni )
But will upload next time k?
I m stinky now. So shall go bath then wanna slp soon ( hopefully)

2008-04-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

Freshman Orientation!!!!

Today orientation was ..... fun?
Lolx...
My classmate were a wonderful batch man ^>^
Gt some very enthu de, some very quite de.
Hahax...
And u know wat?
Business intake got 1730 ppl man.
Hahax....
So damn much sia.
Then our course itself so damn big la.
There is 23 classes sia.
Hahax...
And e world is so small.
Met one of my previous friend.
The suai thing is.
None of us except jolene n stanley in e same class.
The rest of us different class sia.
Hahax...
Then there is so much talk lor.
Make me wanna slp.
The best part is TP MASS DANCE ^>^
HAhax...
Is so much fun la.
There is also this chicky dance n hahax...
So nice Man ^>^
We dance in e sports complex n e running track field ^.^
Lolx...
Imagine anything? Lolx...
The tug of war was fun.
Freshman won e lecturer team but near to winning e director team.
A bit thanks to my class SL ( synergy leader ) - wen jie , lynette n vivian.
Hahax... Wen Jie actually fan us when we were sitting under e sun ^.^
Then Lynette make our day so fun with laughter.
Vivian was also gd ; she took care of our food n us. Lolx ^>^
That is e best thing man ^.^ Hahax...
But e food was alright oni.
Lolx... but hungry will still eat de la. ^>^

Tml need to reach sch by 8 am.
Hahax... so going for an early rest soon ^.^
Hope tml business sch will win for e forth year ^.^
[ biz biz biz biz nesss ] ^.^ Hahax....

Anyway tml going sch alone by bus 27.
Hahax...
Must noe where to alight n board.
Still a bit blur but my kor say will teach me tml.
So hai hao lor ^.^

2008-04-14T14:21:00.000-07:00

I m back to blog.
Yeah, sch is starting n i hope it will be great.
After a long break, everything gonna begin from step 1.
I hope i could adapt fast since many of my friends in there.
Hahax....
Hmm...
For e past few days there is some events going on la.
Nt tt happy though but well, better than nth la.
Just finished watching 'They Kiss Again'.
Well, is a super nice show la.
Love e first series till now le.
I dun mind a third series la.( Surely dun hv )
Cuz e author of e manga died before finishing e whole chapter 24.
Sad case.
But kudo to e author cuz i think is e best story n character ever written bah.
hahax... XQ n ZS is really so lovely la.
ZS might nt be e best guy but he is one tt u can rely on bah.
As for XQ, i wanna be like her man.
She is so simple-minded n everything dun seems to defeat her lor.
Always there so strong.
Hahax...

How is day one ppl?
Fun?
Sch start le so u ppl must study well wor ^.^
Shall end here le.
Cuz need to do others things le.

2008-04-12T09:16:00.000-07:00

Lazy to blog.
So shall do e quiz tt Siew Hong ask me to ^.^

NUMBER 1
The rules are easy, just post 3 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 3 people and force them to post this meme on their LJs. Because it is good. Everyone needs a little happiness once in a while.
1) Yun adapting well in sch ^.^
2) Someone treat me for Sakae ^.^
3) Went shopping with sis.

NUMBER 2
1. Spell your name as it sounds.
- ai hui?
2. Are you available?
- single but nt available ^.^
3.What's your favorite number?
- 6 or 8
4. Favorite color(s)?
- rainbow colours
5. Least favorite color?
- green
6. What are you listening to?
- nth, so early cant disturb ppl sweet dream ^.^
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
- yeap tt's for sure. Cuz i think i know wat i want le ^.^
8. Do you like Big Mac's?
- hmm... I hate fastfood wor ^.^
9. Do you own big sunglasses?
- i dont own one.
10. What should you be doing right now?
- eating my breakfast but i wanna eat ji dan bread so must wait for my mum to do ^.^

THE CANS:
1. Can you blow a bubble?
-yes
2. Can you touch your toes?
-yes
3. Can you whistle?
-nope
4. Can you wiggle your ears?
-nope
5. Can you roll your tongue?
-yes.
6. Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?
-How do u do it? Lolx...

THE DIDS:
1. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
-Nope cuz is so scary -.-".
2. Did you ever receive an engagement ring?
-Of cuz nope.
3. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
-yes wor but tt was last time ^.^

THE DO'S:
1. Do you like roller coasters?
-nope. I nvr even dare try.
2. Do you drive?
-No but i wan so i wont hv to sqeeze into e bus or train whenever i go out!!!

THE HAVES:
1. Have you ever been to Canada?
-nope. Wait till i earn enough money bah.
2. Have you ever gone fishing?
-Lolx... Seen ppl fishing oni.
3. Have you ever seen a celebrity?
-yup!
4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle?
-No la. So dangerous. I wont even ride on one cuz my mum will scold.

THE HOWS:
1. How many cars have you own?
-lolx.. I dun even hv a license.
2. How many jobs have you had?
-hmm... currently nope. the old one quit le.
3. How tall are you?
-Man do i hv to tell? I know i super short la!!!

THE LASTS:
1. Last person you hung out with?
-my sis? Hv nt been meeting my darlings!!!
2. Last thing you said out loud?
-scold my bro counted?
3. Last time you ate at McDonalds?
-I dun rmb le. I like fastfood as i said.
4. Last thing you bought?
-Clothes ? ^.^

THE WHATS:
1. What is the temperature outside?
-ard 30?
2. What time did you wake up?
-7.00am.

---------------------------

RANDOM
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
-Nope wor.
Q: do you have any siblings?
-yes, 2 of them! 1 bro, 1 jie
Q: do you want children?
-Maybe a girl n a boy?
Q: do you smile often?
-yeah cuz y get angry?
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
- Lolx... I dun even tie my shoes lace. Merely slot them to e side of e shoes.
Q: do you like your handwriting?
-nope, could improve? (--")
Q: are your toenails painted?
-nah cuz my nail polish all dried up.
Q: have you ever kicked someone?
-my bro?
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
-yellow mickey.
Q: what were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
- having my dinner.
Q: I can’t wait till:
- I find out wat to do next. I dun understand too so dun ask me.
Q: what do you want to say to those people doing this quiz?
- sorry but u r forced to ^.^

Finally finished. Hmm...
ppl seems to enjoy their orientation sia.
Tt's gd.
Mine will start next thurs.
So in e mean time, i shall just imagine. Hahax...

I need my breakfast le. Hungry liao.
So seeya ppl ^.^

Cherie Eng i could finally meet u today sia.
Hahax...
P.S: Kor i wont online today. Anything just sms me bah.

2008-04-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

I m back for another post.
Just finished watching ' So i'm nt handsome'.
Yeah, another happy ending stories.
More like a fairytale stories but i'm loving it la.
Hahax....
Oh, i did nt watched it ytd becuz my com just dun wanna let me watch.
This com just simply dun load for e whole day so i give up.
A one hour plus show took me two hours plus to finish la.
So i cannot tahan n gave up.
Hahax...
Overall grade 8/10 for e whole drama.
Hilarious n heartwarming too ^>^
Ppl who did nt watched listen.
Pls go watch cuz is a must see show ^.^
Hmm, sch starting for many of u le.
For some it had started le.
Get into it soon ( adapt )
Make new friends too wor.
But dun forget tis girl here la ^>^ Hahax...
To be frank i m afraid la.
But who cares right?
Just take it as another challenge lor.
No biggy de mah.
Hahax...
Enough of crapping le.
Sry tt i tend to say things nt related to me much.
Cuz some things are better to be kept to myself ^.^

Oh did u all watch 'silent scream' last night?
Let me tell u how sad i was seeing e show.
The starting part was abt a poor woman who husband left leaving behind 3 children.
If possible i would wanna bash tt evil guy up.
So irresponsible, nt fit to be a father la.
Did nt even give ur ex-wife money.
How could she one person support e whole family?
Why nt u try la?
Then e second part was abt this girl whose parents left her at her nanny house.
The parents even say:" we dont wan e baby le. U wanna give her away or take care of her is up to u."
Oh pls la!!! Since u dun wan y give birth to her?
Wat if her nanny dun wan her?
Wat if they treat her badly?
Wat kind of parents is these?
Dun give birth n let her suffer if u r nt prepare to let her grow up under ur care.
Then e last part was abt this granny la.
She was sent to IMH for 30 years n her family did nt visit her.
I think she is e most miserable case among e three.
She is sick n her family is nt there to show her love n support.
If she is nt strong , she could hv done sth out of mind.
To think tt u survived together for some time n this is how u treat each other.
Where is all e love n affection among siblings?
Similar to all those lonely elderly who were abandoned by their children.
If possible, i wanna knock some sense into ppl head la.
Ur parents took care of u without complain for so long la.
Wat do they get in return?
Not a thanks, not money, not even love.
All they get was a bag of clothes to sent them packing.
Y does such ppl exist?
Parents are e greatest ppl in our life.
The one who cares for us without complain.
The one who starve just to give us three meals a day.
The one who work till late hours just to provide us.
The one who cook n feed us n make us who we are.
Who else could do all this for u without complain?
No one beside ur parents bah.
[ i know there are bad parents around but i mean majority one]

Well last of all i wanna say good night.
I m on a sleep mode le.
So need to go hug my bolster bf ^.^
Lolx...
Anyway smile ppl.

2008-04-08T00:16:00.000-07:00

Late entry but better then nth la.
Just finish watching 'sky of love'.
So touching then i let tears flow.
Suppose i will hv a swollen eye tml bah.
Cuz i watch '200 pound' too and i cried.
Then in e afternoon was drama marathon la.
Watching ' they kiss again' n ' so i'm not handsome'.
So well, so it is like a torture to my eyes.
But i love e stories esp 'they kiss again' la.
Highly recommended but must watch 'it started with a kiss' first.
Cuz related de.
Hahax...
Tml shall finish last two epi of 'so i'm not handsome'
Then i think i will start watching 'mo wang'. ( hopefully )

Well, shall end here n give my eyes a break.
Good night ppl !!

p.s : yun glad to see ur sms. JY n keep me inform if everything is going well ^.^

2008-04-05T00:12:00.000-07:00

SORRY SORRY PPL!!!!

Haix... i am really sorry to so many ppl bah.
First, apology to LK, Jensen n all e others AVA cligue for nt going for speech day ytd.
Well, i dunno why but dun hv e gd feelings bah so i did nt attend.
I find so different la so really hard to get by bah.
Sorry to u ppl.

Next i need to apologise to Noel.
Sorry girl tt i forgot ur request.
I did nt attend speech day n nvr ask LK help u too.
So sorry.

hmm... i dun think anyone else le.
Haix... It was really a day of apologies bah.

Anyway went out eat after tt with siblings, yuan n siong.
Hahax...
Went eat Sakae Buffet lor.
Lolx... someone treat me de ^.^
Cuz she owe me a meal ^.^
Hahax....
Then talk n crap dere.
Suppose e staff dere wanna drive us out cuz we r making too much noise pollution.
Nevertheless, i really enjoy e hangout with siblings.
Lolx...
U nvr get so close with them n i really felt great.
Hahax...

Anyway in short i really love my day, Hahax...
Shall end here cuz dun wanna crap too much.

Oh, yun Jia You cuz i will be dere to help u de.
Take some time to overcome everything^.^

And to my kor, dun sad le n dun think too much le.
Hahax...
I make u happy le so cant be sad again or i eat ur curry chicken.
Hahax...
Still gt 8 mths to go so enjoy.
Dun think too much le ^.^
Hahax...

Good night everyone.( i mean morning lolx ^>^)

2008-04-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

I m back once again cuz i also dunno why.
Ppl ignore my previous post la.

As promise photos ^.^
Birthday boy Kenny.
His bdae falls on april fool !!!!

This is e ava clique^.^ ( i know i look bad in e photos but well, just hack la )

I know is late now n my mind is running again.
When nights falls i gonna be siao de.
Just finish watching ' silent scream'
I realise just how easy ppl took their life.
To think death is e oni solution.
Well, ppl death is nt a solution but a sin.
Escaping hv many ways.
Death is an escape that lead to no where.
U will oni leave e world in pain.
So dun try taking ur life too easy.
Everything has a way out.
Escape is just a moment when u just wanna be yourself.
Reality hurts n it sure does.
Running away is oni to let u hv more time to think.
Let u feel ur true self.
After tt u still hv to face it n start all over again.

In life we always felt so terrible.
Why do we have to suffer？
Why aint i born rich?
Why aint i loved?
..... Many many more.
But all this qns has no ans.
The oni answer would oni be tt is ur life.
In this life u might hv to suffer n then u could hv better life next time.
U nvr noes wat is e ending.
Every stories begins with a different ending.
In between e stories are just a shuffle.
No ones is rich forever.
No ones is poor forever.
Everyone would hv gone through e same things.
Is just a matter of time n this is wat i strongly believe.
Is oni in a way e situation is different.

Looking out of e window n i see no stars.
But i believe tt tml there will be a rainbow.
Wake up every morning n start a new day.
Leave ytd in e dark.
Take today to e light.
Lead tml to dreamland.
[ a quote by me ^.^]
Everything will turn out fine.
Just smile ur way through.

Oh well, i really wanna go oversea to be a volunteer.
I really wanna learn photography. ( how to capture a person smile ）
I wanna grow tall n slim down too !!!!!
Argh, hack la .
Anyway 23 april 08 would be a fun day i think.
I love chinese culture ^.^
There is so many things tt i wanna do.
So i wanna turn in n enjoy tml ^.^

BTW, i hate blogging cuz is still so restricted la.
Many things cant say.
But maybe if u can u could guess it from my entries.
Need nt be so direct but points there ^.^